[Verse] you flush away my common sense like pills I swore I flushed myself I’m sick without you sicker with you but I still chase it even when it fucks me blind you hit me like fentanyl [Chorus] you kiss me drunk i think it’s love you kiss me drunk i know i’m fucked you kiss me drunk i lose again fuck it hurts hurts like love again you kiss me drunk feels like love you kiss me drunk feels like death you kiss me drunk here i fuckin go again fuck it hurts hurts hurts it hurts to love you again [post-chorus] and you knew what you did and knew what it'd do after All the things ive been through You knew given the choice my head enters the void I'll always pick you (you)! [verse] Laying in my bed I think Think about the mess i made you ruin me better than anybody maybe love’s just poison or maybe i've gone insane cause i’d do it again and again I'd lose everything if you called my name i’d do it again I tell myself it’s the last time But why am i lying to myself hate that i’m weak hate that i’m trying Hate that I Feel like without you im fucking dying I guess i got a taste for hurt taste for being cursed and burned [Bridge] i hate you then i hate me then i love you again i’m stuck on repeat scream at the walls like the walls know your name i’m sinking spinning nowhere feels right i pissed it all away for you [Final Chorus] you kiss me drunk i think it’s love you kiss me drunk and i know i’m fucked you kiss me drunk And i lose again fuck it hurts hurts like love again you kiss me drunk feels like love you kiss me drunk feels like death you kiss me drunk here i fuckin go again drowning in you til there’s nothing left i’m drowning in you for you i’ll relapse for you i’ll collapse oh how the fuck do you do this to me