" I'm Drowning "

[Verse 1] I pray for sleep, but sleep's a lie, There's only darkness when I close my eyes. When I wake, the nightmare's true, I'm still here, and I've lost you. Your voice still echoes in my head, The vile piercing words you said. I tell myself it couldn't work, But my heart's still lost, my mind still hurts. [Chorus] And I ache to see you, to touch your face, To feel your warmth in this empty space. I fought so hard, I gave my all, But you still left, you let me fall. Every second crawls, every minute dies, Without you George, I don't wanna be alive. [Verse 2] The longing eats away my soul, It rots my mind, it takes its toll. I whisper your name into the dark, But the silence answers, cold and stark. I stare at your photo, This cant be goodbye, Memories burn, I can't deny. I tell myself it's over...how? My heart won't listen, I need You Now! [Chorus] And I ache to see you, to touch your face, To feel your warmth in this empty space. I fought so hard, I gave my all, But you still left, you let me fall. Every second crawls, every minute dies, Without you George, I don't wanna be alive. [Bridge] I'm caught between the dreams I chase The Metal flowers in my vase. I beg the night to set me free, But it doesn't bring you back to me. [Outro] I pray for sleep , but sleep's a lie, I'm haunted by the love I Swore by. You crushed our world, leaving only dust, Erased my worth, destroyed my trust. You're gone , my biggest fear, I'm drowning in the darkness ... I'm still fucking here... [whisper] Come back,...Please...Come back