"If only…" Your coat still hangs beside the door I don't move it I don't know what for The coffee cools the way it did When you were running late again Like you always did I've learned the house without you in it Every creak, every quiet I've learned it But some mornings catch me Like a hand on my shoulder Some mornings are gentle Some mornings are colder I'm mostly alright I'm mostly okay I'm mostly I rearranged the living room Moved the chairs to somewhere new Thought a different view would help It helped Until it didn't I've learned the days without your timing Every gap, every silence I've learned it But some mornings catch me Like a hand on my shoulder Some mornings are gentle Some mornings are colder I'm mostly alright I'm mostly okay I'm mostly— I forgot to not remember your smile That's all That's the whole of it I forgot to not remember your smile And some mornings still catch me Like a hand on my shoulder Some mornings are gentle Some mornings feel older But I'm still here I'm still whole I'm still carrying you I forgot to not remember your smile And I hope I never learn how… •••••✧•••••✦•••••✾••••• 𝙻𝚢𝚛𝚒𝚌𝚜/𝚂𝚊𝚖𝚙𝚕𝚎: 𝙳𝚒𝚖 𝙲𝚊𝚗𝚍𝚕𝚎𝚜 © 2026 •••••✾•••••✦•••••✧•••••
