[sample] "ooooooh babe bah buh bae bay babe baby" [sample] "ooooooh babe bah buh bae bay babe baby" This was my decision, So why does it sting so bad? (Bad bad bad) Taste like sour lemons, My gums sensitive, Teeth bleeding, I wanna crash, out, (Out out out) See where my spirit settles, infinity pools, The gravitational waves, See where my spirit is pulled, I wanna black, out, (Out out out) Nah that’s dramatic, I’m good, (good) Just picking at my sadness, (sadness) sighing, My grief been metastasizing, Ionno what ya wanna call it, I wanna tap, out, (out out out) Linking up with death, to the brink of my cup, (cup) on the cusp, cuh, (cuh) spilling down my chin, fantasizing, lips Split, Capsizing, above is comets, Back to back night terrors, Hallucinating, nauseous, spells of random crying, Stomach sloshing, You hate me some, (yuh) I hate me more, (yuh) The best of me, (yuh) You like him, (yuh) He always has cash, (Cash cash cash) The rest of me, Ehh, spike him, (fuck em) Abort, Get high on my love, Snort, Then crash. (Crash crash crash) [bridge] Rinse, repeat, Repent, then sleep, Shit, eat, Work, weep. [chorus] Heart crushed, (ooh) Let me be dramatic for a second, (ooh) Heart sliced, (ooh) Let me pick at it for a second, (ooh) Heart rushed, (ooh) Let me peel back it for a second, (ooh) Heart wiped, (ooh) Let me collapse for a second. (ooh) [outro] [fast rapping] I’m back at it, wrote the first verse After the immediate burst of hurt, But I’m packing, Extra pounds on my soul, How I’ve howled at the moon, Spiraled, without you, But even worse, How I lied when I was lying next to you, Sweet nothings, pillow talk, Meant a lot, But also wasn’t that much, Sweet nothings, pillow talk, Meant the world, But also wasn’t that much.
