AINT SCARED TO DIE (Ft. One's Own Life)

[Verse 1 — Soul L33k] Beanie pulled low, black sky over my head, Running from a future everybody swear I should dread, Whole city humming like a wire gone live, Got my lungs full of smoke just to feel I’m alive. Mama said slow down, but I don’t hear brakes, I was born in the dark where the bad kids stay, Train tracks singing while my shoes hit stone, Never fit nowhere so I made night my home. Pockets on empty but my ego too loud, Walk around broke like I own this town, Got scars on my hands from the fences I climb, Trying to outrun every fear in my mind. Laugh in the face of a clean-cut dream, Everybody fake, everybody too neat, I want chaos, rooftop views, cold wind, Cheap smoke, bad nights, let the trouble begin. Talked big plans with my head in the sky, Swear one day they gon’ scream every line, Till then I’m young, dumb, bruised, and awake, Living too fast like the whole world fake. [Hook — Soul L33k] Whole night wired, whole damn city alive, Running through the dark like we ain’t scared to die, Streetlights blur while we laugh at the pain, Bad kids outside screaming into the rain. No sleep, no rules, no fear in the cold, Making memories nobody else getting told, Every bad choice turn a scar to a song, Cause kids like us never really belong. [Verse 2 — Ones Own Life] Me and Soul got the whole night wired, Running through the city like the brakes got fired, Jumping train gates with a smoke and a grin, Talking big shit like we’re never cashing in. Black hoodie season with the earbuds loud, Middle fingers high to a dead-end crowd, Tagging dumb lines on the backstreet walls, Laughing so hard when the one spray can falls. Soul got a backpack full of terrible plans, I got cheap drinks spilling all over my hands, We ain’t rich, ain’t smart, but we feel alive, Streetlights blur while the whole world drives. Hopping rooftops just to scream at the sky, Acting immortal at like 2:45, Sirens behind us but we never think twice, Just two idiots making chaos look nice. Got kicked out the servo for skating inside, Soul yelling “worth it” while I’m crying outside, Found an old cone and we stole that too, Now we’re dragging it around like a damn trophy crew. Phone on one percent, shoes full of rain, Still dancing in traffic like we’re clinically insane, Laughing at nothing while the buses roll past, Trying to make every dumb moment last. Soul lighting fireworks under the bridge, Nearly blew his eyebrows straight off at the edge, I’m recording the whole thing dying with laughter, Knowing this story gets funnier after. Climbing abandoned buildings just to look at the glow, City underneath like a world we don’t know, Talking about music and escaping this town, While helicopters circle somewhere downtown. We got fake confidence and zero control, Cheap nicotine burning holes in our clothes, Soul got bruised from jumping a fence too fast, Still saying “do it again” while he’s flat on his ass. Met random people at a party upstairs, No clue whose house but nobody cares, Speaker blown out playing songs way too loud, Whole room screaming while we disappear in the crowd. Got lost at sunrise near the edge of the tracks, With sore-ass feet and ripped-up backs, Still cracking jokes while the morning turns gold, Young, reckless, dumb — never doing what we’re told. Cause me and Soul don’t really belong, So we turn bad nights into stories and songs, Every stupid choice makes the memories hit, Running through the city doing dumb shit. [Verse 3 — Soul L33k] Sunrise hit and the city looked dead, Still got smoke in my lungs and dumb thoughts in my head, Friend passed out laughing on the curb near the tracks, Talking dreams so huge we could never go back. Said “one day they gon’ know who the hell we became,” From train-yard nights to a crowd screaming names, Still wearing black with the holes in my sleeves, Still carrying ghosts nobody else ever sees. I ain’t scared of getting hurt, I’m scared staying still, Scared of waking up normal, losing all of the thrill, Cause the nights got teeth and they bite real hard, But they leave good stories and emotional scars. Police lights flash but they far in the mist, Got nicotine burns on the edge of my wrist, Still laughing too loud like the end ain’t close, Middle finger up while the city still glows. If I die young let ‘em say I lived loud, Had my day-one beside me lost in the crowd, Turned pain into lyrics, bad nights into art, Soul L33k carved the dark out his heart. [Outro — Soul L33k] Whole night wired… yeah we never went home… City still breathing while we walk through the smoke… Some kids chase heaven… We just chased stories… Soul… L33k…