The sea of the everblack rises to my throat, I’m drowning in the chaos of my pain and regret, They sing to me hymns made of the words I never wrote, They bring to me instruments of pain that I’ll use to forget, the times of happiness and joy I had with my loved ones, and the times where worry and fear hid to be forgotten. How can one win this fight? The rotten corpse of my past fills my lungs with the stench of regret. I gave pain to the ones I loved the most, I gave hate to the ones that loved me more. I gave uncertainty and unconditional immorality to the ones who pledged to me their souls. This pain must die, this past life must thrive, this world must see the me who wants to survive. I feel the everblack suffocating me! I feel the everblack increasing in me! I feel the hatred dying within, and in its place, the everblack sinks in! I feel my hands shaking, I feel the movements suffocating, I feel the everblack controlling my thoughts, a never ending night encased in bloodshed violence I feel the blades sink into flesh, I feel the blood sink to my flesh, I feel the gunshots repulse in my chest, I feel that tonight the everblack knows best! The past life dies, my past self dies, everyone who loved me will feel my cries, Of hatred, of disgust, of the men who encased his morals in bloodshed lies! The point of no return draws ever closer to here, The point of no return draws with zero fear. The gunshot rings throughout my head, and the everblack welcomes me into the sea of the dead. Can't this pain end somewhere? Can't this hate end up elsewhere? Can't any one of you hell dwellers, bring me out of here? The endless sea of fire, and the miles of soot above, ash fillings my lungs, vision dazing from above, I feel the everblack filling my lungs, liquid tungsten filling my empty soul I’m becoming machine, a robotic-like state…born from here, but created in hate The everblack watches me suffer in pain, staring at me with endless rage. It tells me to kill, and I have to obey, I pledge my allegiance to the garden of hate! I feel the everblack suffocating me! I feel the everblack increasing in me! I feel the hatred dying within, and in its place, the everblack sinks in! I feel my hands shaking, I feel the movements suffocating, I feel the everblack controlling my thoughts, a never ending night encased in bloodshed violence I feel the blades sink into flesh, I feel the blood sink to my flesh, I feel the gunshots repulse in my chest, I feel that tonight the everblack knows best! I’m in a trance like state, forced to obey, The everblack preaches its trance of hate. I feel the everblack taking control, I feel my body weigh down from my blackened soul, The everblack reaches down my throat, I’ve become a puppet for the words I never wrote! Born from self loathing and endless rage. Created from the principle of merciless hate. Worshipped by spite, and vengeful pride, I feel the everblack…. FESTER INSIDE I feel the everblack suffocating me! I feel the everblack increasing in me! I feel the hatred dying within, and in its place, the everblack sinks in! I feel my hands shaking, I feel the movements suffocating, I feel the everblack controlling my thoughts, a never ending night encased in bloodshed violence I feel the blades sink into flesh, I feel the blood sink to my flesh, I feel the gunshots repulse in my chest, I feel that tonight the everblack knows best! I’m in a trance like state, forced to obey, The everblack preaches its trance of hate. I feel the everblack taking control, I feel my body weigh down from my blackened soul, The everblack reaches down my throat, I’ve become a puppet for the words I never wrote!