[Intro] [Vinyl Scratch] [Vocal Sample: "Lets get it Lets go..THIS THAT BRAND NEW MUTHAFUCKIN BANDOFLOW!STREET CERTIFIED AND STAMP DAT! TALK TO 'EM BANDOSKI!"] [Airhorn SFX] [Snare Roll Riser] [Bass Drop]OK I’m shooting for the moon like a rocket Need to stop it all about the profit to my pocket Anyway, anyway I could die any day, any day That’s okay I’m not running away, running away Im okay with whatever I’ve been dealing with all kinds of weather Mostly rainy, mostly dark Mostly cloudy, mostly storms Mostly it hurt when you find out How your family can do you the worst Make you start to believe in generational curses Got me coming up with these painful verses I ain’t choose to feel the way that I feel, for real I ain’t fuckin’ choose to hate the man in the mirror I just see things clear And for that reason I won’t let nobody near Nowadays I’m just pushing ’em away It’s not that I don’t care It’s more outta fear Or maybe I’m just scared of more rejection So I put up these walls, keep them up, bae Push them away ’Cause in the end I already know they gon’ go anyway Any day I can’t handle no more pain I can’t handle no more rain This shit won’t go away I’m up to my neck, about to drown in this bitch Or maybe that’ll be okay Okay, okay Going through it, what you want me to do? Pray I pray and I pray But every time that I do It’s like “Return to Sender” Lord Father, I know I’m not the biggest sinner I know I got a pure heart Won’t You let me in? At least give me a sign Help me get through these times Father God, Father God These times are hard Times are hard This might be one of those mornings You know when you just get up Body and mind free Just talking what’s coming across your mind like Sublime What it used to be Lately it’s been killing me Trying to get the best in me Lately family thinking, listening to me Trying to figure out my way out these trenches I just can’t figure out the fucking recipe Killing me, killing me, killing me Wonder why it’s killing me eternally I’m just trying to hold it together Hold it together Hold it together Hold it together I want to fly away I drift away like a feather Time come, time go Slip, slip away Freestyle, bando, float — here we go I’m just so low, oh low Riding around the city trying to get my mind right Lost a lot of things in this fucking life How to do it? Gone through it, gone through it more than twice Life ain’t nothing nice She ain’t got no money Ain’t nobody throwing rice Ain’t nobody thinking twice aint nobody with no money Don’t nobody care about a motherfucker It’s a joke with no hope Got a float, bando flow get some dope i gotta find a way to cope Okay, okay Push play back on the instrumental I’m goin back in Mama probably smoked dope when she had me as a baby And damn near choked when she told me not to smoke Life is coming for you, you know it brody bro Overspending, night outa control Now you’re chasing after your soul You don’t know where it went But you know it ain’t the same It ain’t the same Pain changing people Change with the pain Pain won’t let you remain the same I’m so far behind the eight ball Y’all can keep up, dog Street sweeper if I got to get it It’s going to have to come my way Over to my dog, to my mother Wish I had a brother But right now I ain’t got nobody but me and my babies And my babies can’t help me pay the motherfuckin rent Or help me get back on my feet It’s all on me So I gotta do what I gotta do ’Cause if I pull that, I aint got to think twice I’m going to pop it And I ain’t got to cock it Bitch already cocked Pull it, pop it, and shoot it Then I’m shooting to the moon like a rocket Need to stop it — all about the profit to my pocket Anyway, anyway I could die any day, any day That’s okay I’m not running away, running away I’m okay with whatever I’ve been dealing with all kinds of weather Mostly rainy, mostly dark Mostly cloudy, mostly storms Mostly it hurt when you find out How your family can do you the worst Make you start to believe in generational curses Got me coming up with these painful verses I ain’t choose to feel the way that I feel, for real I ain’t fuckin’ choose to hate the man in the mirror I just see things clear And for that reason I won’t let nobody near Nowadays I’m just pushing ’em away It’s not that I don’t care It’s more outta fear Or maybe I’m just scared of more rejection So I put up these walls, keep them up, bae Push them away ’Cause in the end I already know they gon’ go anyway Any day I can’t handle no more pain I can’t handle no more rain This shit won’t go away I’m up to my neck, about to drown in this bitch Or maybe that’ll be okay Okay, okay Going through it, what you want me to do? Pray I pray and I pray But every time that I do It’s like “Return to Sender” Lord Father, I know I’m not the biggest sinner I know I got a good heart Lord, so why won’t You let me At least receive some peace? Please… Help me, Father, get through these times Father God, Father God These times are hard Times are hard
