
© 2026 Irrelin. All rights reserved https://suno.com/@irrelin [Intro] [Verse 1] I don't do spiders, never did Eight legs and I'm a frightened kid But she lights up when she sees one crawl So I caught the damn thing, jar and all Shaking hands and sweating through my shirt Telling myself it doesn't hurt Set it on her kitchen table, stepped away Watched her talk to it like it was hers [Chorus] I catch spiders For selfish reasons I catch spiders Every crawling season She glows and I get something I can't name And I go back out and do it all again [Verse 2] Found a black one underneath the shed Knew right then I should've left it dead But I thought about the way she held the jar So I reached in, didn't think too far Sixteen kinds I shouldn't touch Apparently I don't mind that much Tell myself it's just a thing I do But I'm running out of lies to run it through [Chorus] I catch spiders For selfish reasons I catch spiders Every crawling season She glows and I get something I can't name And I go back out and do it all again [Bridge] She's gone home now Spider's gone too I'm standing in my kitchen Something's still moving through Not the spider Not the dark I'm already thinking Where to look tomorrow [Final Chorus] I catch spiders For selfish reasons I catch spiders Every crawling season She glows and I get something I can't name And I go back out And I go back out And I go back out and do it all again

