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The Door

Why did you walk away, When I chose to let you in? I'm just trying to find a friend To call my person I try to find a connection In new people, but Almost every time I do It seems they can't wait to get out Am I a little bit too much? Should I be a little more closed off Protect my heart from Constantly getting hurt [CHORUS] I know I'm a lot to handle I can be a little wild I thought that was what made me I thought that's something they'd like But if they always walk away Is it me instead, should I look at My inner reflection, a part I don't see Why do I have to keep Repairing my broken heart? Sometimes it feels like I should have Never let them in from the start I don't want to feel like I can’t Ever let anyone else in But I can feel myself becoming More closed off than I've ever been Maybe there's an answer I'll never understand But now I'm left wondering Who'll be there for me in the end? [CHORUS] I know I'm a lot to handle I can be a little wild I thought that was what made me I thought that's something they'd like But if they always walk away Is it me instead, should I look at My inner reflection, a part I don't see Where did my self worth go? Is it coming back again? Maybe I can find it all In my own validation!? Why do we have questions unanswered? Something we never figured out This journey gets hard to walk When it's always on rocky ground [CHORUS] I know that I'm a lot to handle I can be a little wild I thought that was what made me I thought that's something they'd like But if they always walk away Is it me instead, should I look at My inner reflection, a part I don't see Am I too hard to love? Will I always be too much? Why do I always care more Now I'm left to restore Pick up this mess all by myself Put my heart up on a shelf Closed my doors Put up more walls