(Extended Rap Verse) Yeah, you ran too fast, couldn’t slow it down Chasin’ dreams in the smoke, got lost in the sound Left your past like a ghost that don’t even speak Now your future’s a secret you’re too scared to seek. Windows to your soul? You shut ‘em up tight Closed the blinds, blacked it out, locked it up for the night But the demons you’re hiding, they don’t go away They live in the shadows, creeping in to stay. You lost control, now you’re paying the cost Thought you found yourself, but now you’re even more lost Woke up in the mess, dirty spoons on the floor Still wet from the night, what were you looking for? Ring for more supplies, keep the spiral alive Holding yourself tight, just trying to survive But the answers ain’t found in the high or the pain Just another trip down, another runaway train. Where did you go? You don’t even know Tried to bury the truth deep down below But it claws at your skin, leaves you hollow inside Nowhere to run, nowhere left to hide. You lied to yourself, said you’d never say goodbye But every hit takes you further from the sky Now you’re stuck in the cycle, can’t break free The past is a prison, and you lost the key. The mirror’s cracked, can’t face your own face See the ghost of your dreams in that empty space But you’re holding on tight to the numbness instead It’s easier to float when you’re already dead. Yeah, you lost your grip, now you’re fading away Another cold night in the bed where you lay Grasping at the air, but there’s nothing to feel In this life you’re living, what’s even real?
