Lonely

[Verse 1] Grey estate Rain on the window Mum in the kitchen Stress on a plate Council flat hallway smells like grievance Eyes on the peephole Heart on the brake Phone don’t ring Man ring when they need Share my last crumb They still want bleed Said they’re my guys That talk was cheap Now it’s side-eye Seat-back Hand near the sleeve Old school pic Man cropped me out Still in the group chat Locked me out Bare "bro" words That’s not my crowd Fake love loud Real love too proud Can’t sleep Curtains twitch at the night-time Shadow in the glass look just like mine Man said "calm " but I’m past that line If I black out once That’s last lifeline (trust me) [Chorus] I walk this road on my lonely Dark in my heart It’s cold G Smile on my face Can’t show these Demons inside They know me (they know) If I rise up It’s over Bottled up pain in the holster Fake friend talk I’m kosher Everyone close feel closer to vultures [Verse 2] Park bench One man and a roll-up Tea gone cold ‘cause my soul just froze up G-check eyes Who’s what I don’t know ya Might see a friend I see a cobra Man say "pattern " but I see plan Whole life bet on the wrong wingman When the feds rolled through Who sang? Name in a statement Iced out gang Still hear sirens under my pillow Still see bloodstain under that willow Still see bro face White like brillo Said "don’t ride " but I ride in my mental Therapist chat? Man laugh at the thought Heart been numb since year eight court Judge do speech Mum tear-stain scarf Lonely from then All rage No laugh (swear down) [Chorus] I walk this road on my lonely Dark in my heart It’s cold G Smile on my face Can’t show these Demons inside They know me (they know) If I rise up It’s over Bottled up pain in the holster Fake friend talk I’m kosher Everyone close feel closer to vultures [Bridge] Who’s real? Who’s there when it’s deep? Who called back when I couldn’t eat? Who stood up when the block turned peak? Name one face It’s a ghost on the street Paro in my marrow That’s normal Act fine But my mind informal One wrong move Turn beast from mortal Gate in my chest Rage at the portal [Chorus] I walk this road on my lonely Dark in my heart It’s cold G Smile on my face Can’t show these Demons inside They know me (they know) If I rise up It’s over Bottled up pain in the holster Fake friend talk I’m kosher Everyone close feel closer to vultures