Hello. My name Is Self Sabotage.🙂

[Intro – Spoken / Distorted Vocals] Masochistic… Melon-colic I hate my job but I’m still a workaholic… I like to drink, but I’m not an alcoholic… I just down these shots like a system hydraulic… [Verse 1 – Rap Flow] I’m a little weird — but that's okay At least according to the voices in my brain Sawed off my leg with the key to my chain Now my limb’s gone but I still feel the pain Do I really want out of this hell? I can see the light yet in darkness I dwell Dumped my happy pills straight down the drain Self-sabotage should be my middle fucking name [Chorus – Metalcore Style] Tear me apart just to feel alive! Bury my hope where the sun don’t shine I claw my way out, just to fall again — A war in my head that I’ll never win! (Clean vocals) I’m screaming loud but no one hears Drowning deep inside my fears Can’t break free, can’t find the goal Will I ever get out of this hole? [Verse 2 – Rap Flow] Am I alright? I don’t know I get high just to feel low A little manic, but mostly sad Don’t blame that on me though — thanks Mom and Dad Procrastinator, perfectionist I’m my own worst hater, number one on my list Straight pathetic, can’t you see? My mind is a prison — I can’t break free Who the fuck is the warden? Oh wait… that would be me [Chorus – Full Power Repeat] Tear me apart just to feel alive! Bury my hope where the sun don’t shine I claw my way out, just to fall again — A war in my head that I’ll never win! (Clean vocals) I’m screaming loud but no one hears Drowning deep inside my fears Can’t break free, can’t find the goal Will I ever get out of this hole? [Bridge / Breakdown – Heavy Screamed Section] therapist says “you need to be more open No good pessimist who’s never hope-in Almost healed but I pick the scab You can’t fix me, leave it on my tab I laugh it off — say “I’m just tired” The response I know that they all desire Smile’s a lie, stitched in pain Every “I’m fine” is a fucking hurricane [Final Chorus – Screamed w/ Clean Backing] Tear me apart just to feel alive! Bury my hope where the sun don’t shine I claw my way out, just to fall again — A war in my head that I’ll never win! (Clean echo) I’m screaming loud but no one hears Drowning deep inside my fears Can’t break free, can’t find A single purpose for my mind [Outro – Spoken / Fading Echo] No savior… No plan… No will to find No rhythm… just rhyme… And a weird ass mind