(This is a true story based on me, this is my favorite song and best well done song. Enjoy!) [chorus] Yo I’m back in time back when I was young. I was shy fragile adorable dependent back when I said I would be the best and I meant it [verse] As I walk through the old house every step the floor creeks I see myself sleeping. cheeks chubby, adorable and sweet now I’m just bittersweet as I see Momma rocking me to sleep with Dad kissing me and saying he loves me guess when you get to a certain age all of it goes away As I see myself growing older making friends we ran all over playing basketball I remember I was the star player on the team I got the game winning shot (buzzer and cheering) now I just sit home alone smokin pot [chorus] Yo I’m back in time back when I was young. I was shy fragile adorable dependent back when I said I would be the best and I meant it [verse] (momma you there?) the sweet memories of nostalgia pour in I see them take form as I dust off my mommas diary it’s hard to read because of how old it is, pages torn all soggy with tears from the struggle years. as I look inside the dining room it was about 3pm at the time Momma asked us “do you know what cancer is?” I remember that night, weeping wishing I was sleeping and hoping it was just a dream (just a dream) [chorus] Yo I’m back in time back when I was young. I was shy fragile adorable dependent back when I said I would be the best and I meant it I remember all days of turning up the television watching South Park still unable to hear over the screaming of mom and dad always thought it was my fault on why I was beat one day mom got a divorce daddy had to move out into an apartment only seeing him on the weekends. Momma couldn’t afford rent so she moved in with her new boyfriend it was a struggle still, but things got better however I went through a state of depression and suicidal thoughts I remember my therapist guiding me through rough times and after all the charges and crimes I (did) thats what happened when I went back in time
