Lyrics written by luf0 Copyright to lyrics © luf0 https://suno.com/@luf0 ------------------------------------------------------------------------ I wanna become happy that's ma only goal I can't reach it on ma own that's why I'm afraid of gettin' old You should see me happy I tried and I got lost 'cause I'm still paying the loans of a missin' home I lied to u once when u asked me how I did feel and I said okay but the lights were dimmed on this summer day and u got afraid 'cause I talked 'bout change You're the one who is there for me showed bigger patience than therapy in return u got a life u should never see Gettin' so angry about life I mirror my issues through our fights it feels ma past decided what my whole future gonna look like If u wasn't here, believe me, I'm gonna go but I don't want you to think it's your fault I wanna become happy You deserve it I deserve it! I wanna become happy that's ma only goal I can't reach it on ma own that's why I'm afraid of gettin' old You should see me happy I tried and I got lost 'cause I'm still paying the loans of a missin' home
