April Ashes

[Verse 1] The rain taps out your name on my windowpane Three months since you walked through that door I kept your lipstick stain on a coffee cup It don't mean anything anymore [Pre-Chorus] I check my phone at 3 AM For a ghost that won't reply She's buried in my fingertips And I can't say goodbye [Chorus] And the ashes of April Are still on my skin I'd dance in the fire To feel you again But you're already gone And I'm still putting on A brave face for the rain That knows your name [Verse 2] The bottles on the counter are stacking up now I don't even know why I try I told myself last Tuesday I'd quit for good But Tuesday was a goddamn lie [Pre-Chorus] I left the front door unlocked for you Even though I knew you wouldn't walk through I watched it 'til the sun came down What else am I supposed to do? [Chorus] And the ashes of April Are still on my skin I'd dance in the fire To feel you again But you're already gone And I'm still putting on A brave face for the rain That knows your name [Bridge] I could write you a poem I could write you a song I could set it all on fire And pretend nothing's wrong But the smoke always clears And I'm still standing here In a room full of mirrors That show me too clear [Outro] April ashes... April ashes... The rain knows your name... The rain knows your name... ──────────────────────────────── © 2026 Govannon · Onath Lorn Audio Human-directed · AI-generated music Concept, lyric development, creative direction, editing, refinement, and final selection by Govannon Unauthorized copying, reproduction, re-uploading, redistribution, or commercial use is prohibited All rights reserved ────────────────────────────────