[Intro - Whine Synth, Log Drums, Low Sax] Ooh, yeah Mmm, that boy... West side [Verse 1 - Mysterious Lover, How She Feels When He's Gone] Midnight, he slide through, leather and cologne, oh Don't say much, just a look and my mind gone Got that dangerous smile, got that poison sweet, Got me fiendin' for a high that I know ain't cheap When he not around, I'm pacin' on the floor, Phone face down but I'm checkin' it more, Heart racin' fast, can't eat, can't sleep, Missin' the hurt 'cause the hurt cut deep He toxic, but his touch feel like medicine, Know he bad news, but I keep lettin' him in, One minute heaven, next minute I'm sinnin', Questionin' myself, where does love end and toxic begin? [Pre-Chorus] Said I was trippin', said I was too deep, But he the reason I can't even sleep, Left me on read, left me on low, Now the Cali rain is all I know... [Chorus] Feelings in a bottle, I been sippin' on pain Writin' his name in the Cali rain Love ain't perfect but love still remains If I lost me tryna love him, who to blame? But love still remains! [Verse 2 - Why He Had To Go] Had to pack his lies in a duffel bag, bye, Different stories, different girl, same alibi, Sweet talk, sweet lies, same old game, Love bomb when he wrong, then go cold for days, Gaslight queen to a pawn with his mind games, Said I was too much, I was too needy, But I was just too real for a boy so greedy So I kissed that mystery, left it at the door, No more waitin' up, can't do that no more, Mama said "love shouldn't hurt like that", So I chose peace over a man like that [Final Bridge - Call & Response, Emotional Build, Rhodes + Log Drums Pulsing] [Lead] Low rider slow but my mind speedin'... [Group] Speedin', speedin'... [Lead] Prayin' to the sky while my eyes leakin'... [Group] Leakin', leakin'... [Lead] If love's a language, he was never speakin'... [Group] Never speakin'... [Lead] Now I'm finally free and I'm finally breathin'... [Group] Breathin', breathin', free! [Final Chorus 1 - STRIPPED BEAT - Only Rhodes, Light Bass, Finger Snaps, No Drums, Intimate Vocal] Feelings in a bottle, I been sippin' on pain Writin' his name in the Cali rain Love ain't perfect but love still remains If I lost me tryna love him, who to blame? But love still remains! [Final Chorus 2 - EPIC ENDING - Full Beat Returns, Log Drums Go Hard, Sax Goes CRAZY, Heavily Harmonized Vocals, Choir Stacks, High Note Adlibs] [Saxophone Solo Wild & Emotional Over Vocals] Feelings in a bottle, I been sippin' on pain (Ooh pain, yeah) Writin' his name in the Cali rain (In the rain, in the rain) Love ain't perfect but love still remains (Still remains, remains) If I lost me tryna love him, who to blame? (Who to blame, baby) But love still remains! (Remains - Harmonized High Note) [Outro - Epic Sax Run, Choir Holding Note, Log Drum Roll Fade] Ooh love remains... Remains...
