THE FIGHT

[Intro] 2 names... 1 meaning Soul L33k [Chorus] I been fightin’ demons in my head late night Heart full of scars but I still shine bright Pills in my thoughts, yeah they mess with my sight Tryna find peace but I’m losin’ the fight Love feel fake, yeah it come with a knife Smile on my face but I’m dead inside Pray to God, “Please save my life” I don’t wanna be another soul they write [Verse 1] I got pain in my chest, yeah it weigh like bricks Trust issues deep, I don’t love like this Gave my heart out once, got stabbed real quick Now my feelings numb, yeah I’m stuck in the mix Everybody leave when you need ‘em the most I talk to myself, yeah I’m fighting ghosts Money don’t heal what the love one broke So I sip on regret till my heart feel froze I been runnin’ from the past like it got a gun Tears in my eyes but I still don’t run Mama said “pray,” yeah I try my best But these dark thoughts won’t let me rest [Chorus] I been fightin’ demons in my head late night Heart full of scars but I still shine bright Pills in my thoughts, yeah they mess with my sight Tryna find peace but I’m losin’ the fight Love feel fake, yeah it come with a knife Smile on my face but I’m dead inside Pray to God, “Please save my life” I don’t wanna be another soul they write [Verse 2] I wear pain like fashion, yeah it match my fit Every time I love, I get burned real quick I tried to be strong but I’m tired of this I been breakin’ down, yeah my mind don’t quit They say “you next up,” but they don’t see hell Every song I write just a cry for help If I disappear, would they ring my cell? Or just play my tracks and say “damn, he felt” I been drownin’ slow in a room full of smoke Tryna numb the pain but it make me choke If love is a drug, then I overdosed Now I’m stuck in the dark tryna find some hope [Bridge] If I die tonight, would you miss me then? Or just love the image, not the man within I been losin’ myself just to fit they lens But I’m done pretendin’, yeah this heart too bent [Chorus] I been fightin’ demons in my head late night Heart full of scars but I still shine bright Pills in my thoughts, yeah they mess with my sight Tryna find peace but I’m losin’ the fight Love feel fake, yeah it come with a knife Smile on my face but I’m dead inside Pray to God, “Please save my life” I don’t wanna be another soul they write