I’m different I’m unique in a special way, and Although I’m a good person I will be reall honest, and I’ll tell you if I may Like Essya out of nowhere, with a special role to play (Was the bold one, always shining) hungover through the day Just as soon as misses sunshine left her spot, I stand And show those tryin’ to break him, that there’s nothing that he can’t Final line of black eyeliner Highlights to my filled up cheeks Tryin’ to pump up perfect lips Because lip filler ain’t cheap Now I’m Orsha Schizophrenia pn my side (I see Orsha) Mirror full of goddess vibe Even if I’m an illusion (I will get into your head) Because I’m Orsha (You will want me) yes you’ll want me pretty bad Almost arrogant when I walk in, like the room is made for me (But the smile slips a little) when nobody truly sees I keep my posture sharp and pretty, like I’m never hard to break Still I laugh so loud it sounds like I don’t know what’s at stake Underneath the gloss and glitter there’s a girl who’s scared to stay So I dress the fear in confidence and send the doubt away I am Orsha Schizophrenia on my side (I see Orsha) Mirror full of goddess vibe Even if I’m an illusion (I will get into your head) Because I’m Orsha (You will want me) yes you’ll want me pretty bad I built myself from broken pieces and a little bit of light Wrapped my wounds in makeup just to make it through the night I act untouchable, inside I’m shaking all the time Hiding from the world and all the men who’d read between the lines If I look like I’m fine, it’s only half the truth you see I’m a mask made of vanity, but beneath it I still bleed And when the silence drops, I hear the fear I cannot kill I’m not a goddess, just a girl who’s learning how to feel I am Orsha Schizophrenia on my side (I see Orsha) Mirror full of goddess vibe Even if I’m an illusion (I will get into your head) Because I’m Orsha (You will want me) yes you’ll want me pretty bad [very emotional delivery] I’m Orsha I just helped him to survive Behind the shimmer, there’s a trembling heart alive I was never only beauty, never only what you see Just a mask to hide the fear that lives so deep inside of me
