[whispered female vocal fade into harmonically balanced delightful assort of musical sounds] the blind describing what they want you to see ironically enough they've never seen me darkened skies some shadowed cast of light ... obscure ... and a bit eerie insects buzz a haunting tune an air of false ambience a personality sort illusionary calm the night thick with pretense my mind almost lucid promised tranquility disappears with the Moon ... dissipation of dreamlike State ... ...reality ... reeks of anguish and grief layers of. insult upon. injury hide the soul beneath manipulated behaviors modified by methods tormented rules of etiquette shaped with intricate futility shamed by tendencies handicapped with porcelain fragility humbled by humility and ... hated .on. for. inner .beauty .