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I Just Hate

Pegasus
Pegasus
A Bleak Industrial Metalcore Deathcore Track Driven By Heavy Mid-Tempo Rhythms, Dense Distorted Guitars, And Dual Female Vocals; Fragile Cleans Contrasted With Anguished Screams, Verses Are Tense And Hollow, Carried By Whispered Or Half-Sung Lines Over Pulsing Bass And Cold Mechanical Textures, Choruses Crash Open With Crushing Riffs And Layered Vocals That Sound Desperate, Torn Between Pleading And Rage, The Bridge Fractures Into Glitchy Effects And A Grinding Breakdown, Where Screams Unravel Into Hopeless Fury, The Sound Is Oppressive, Depressive, And Punishing, Blending Haunting Melody With Relentless Heaviness, Themes Explore Intrusive Thoughts, Emotional Collapse, And The Exhaustion Of Carrying Pain, Framing Suffering As The Only Thing That Still Feels Real, The Atmosphere Is Suffocating, Hypnotic, And Bleak, Painting Vulnerability Not As Power But As Despair Made Audible

I hate that I compare myself to everyone I hate that I contrast with all your fun I hate that I feel this way I hate that it’s always gonna stay I hate that I feel so stuck, And like you just never gave a fuck (I just hate) I just hate eh-ver-ee-thing It’s all messed up It’s so silly And I know I just hate eh-ver-ee-thing I don’t measure up I’m pathetic And I know I just know I hate I hate that nothing feels like fun I hate that it always feels like I’m done I hate that I’m trapped in my head I hate that I’m emotionally dense I hate that I get this way The weeks go by and it never fades (I just hate) I just hate eh-ver-ee-thing It’s all messed up It’s so silly And I know I just hate eh-ver-ee-thing I don’t measure up I’m pathetic And I know I just know I hate I hate you I hate me I hate this I hate all of this I love you Do you love me? Do you love this? Do you love all of this? Uggh! I can’t fucking stand the way that you look at me Like I’m a used up, ugly, useless fucking piece of meat I don’t think that it’s the way that it’s supposed to be I’m not supposed to hate every little part of me I just hate eh-ver-ee-thing It’s all messed up It’s so silly And I know I just hate eh-ver-ee-thing I don’t measure up I’m pathetic And I know I just know I hate (I just know I hate) (I just know I hate)