I Fucked Up

[Verse 1] Bet you hate my damn guts right now Bet I’m the last one you wanna see Probably cried all you got left to cry Probably getting damn good at sleeping without me And I know “I’m sorry” don’t fix shit You’ve heard that enough from my mouth I could give you another excuse But we both know what this is about [Chorus] I fucked up, I take the blame Ain’t gonna dress it up or call it anything else I got too damn comfortable Thought you’d keep hanging around while I only thought about myself Then you packed your things And I watched you walk toward that door That’s when it finally hit me What the hell I was throwing away I don’t deserve another chance And I damn sure can’t ask you to forget But if there’s anything left between us I’ll spend every day earning it back Yeah, I fucked up [Verse 2] You were good to me when I wasn’t easy Stayed through shit you shouldn’t have stayed through You kept telling me what you needed And I kept acting like I already knew Hell, I heard every word you said I just didn’t do a damn thing about it Now the house is quiet as hell And there’s no one here left to blame for it I used to think saying “I love you” Was enough to make everything alright Turns out love don’t mean much If I make you feel alone every night [Chorus] I fucked up, I take the blame Ain’t gonna dress it up or call it anything else I got too damn comfortable Thought you’d keep hanging around while I only thought about myself Then you packed your things And I watched you walk toward that door That’s when it finally hit me What the hell I was throwing away I don’t deserve another chance And I damn sure can’t ask you to forget But if there’s anything left between us I’ll spend every day earning it back Yeah, I fucked up [Bridge] You’re sick of hearing the same old shit “I’ll do better” “I swear this time” Hell, I don’t even know what chance I’m on So I ain’t asking you to believe another line Watch what I do That’s all I’ve got If you’re already done Then I know why But if you ain’t… [Final Chorus] I fucked up, I take the blame And God, I hope I didn’t figure it out too late It took seeing your bags by the bedroom door For me to finally pull my head out of my ass I don’t deserve you staying After all the times I let you down But I’ll swallow every ounce of pride I’ve got If you’ll let me turn this shit around I can’t undo what I did Can’t talk my way out of what I’ve done I can only be better tomorrow Than the asshole I was when I woke up And if that ain’t enough I’ll understand when you say we’re done But I hope like hell it ain’t ‘Cause losing you ain’t what I want Yeah… I fucked up [Outro] No more excuses No more “next time” No more making you pay For shit that’s mine I fucked up I know Just hope I didn’t figure that out After you already let me go.