[Verse 1] When I confessed, I loved you, They all just laughed at me. You treated my letters Like trash thrown carelessly. Eight months since we've spoken, Though we sit side by side, In this classroom's silence, We've drifted far and wide. [Verse 2] Exams handed to me From your fingertips, I try to avoid the touch, For memory's sake, it slips. A brush of your fingers, Just reminds me of the pain, So I act like I'm blind, And try to hide my shame. [Refrain] No matter how I try, To catch your gaze again, Your furrowed brow tells me, You feel nothing but disdain. It seems my love for you, Is something you despise, And when our eyes meet, It cuts me deep inside. [Bridge] My silent heart, it screams, "Do you know I love you still?" Wishing for a miracle, To ease this pain I feel. Just one more glance from you, To know my love is real, But time keeps moving on, And my heart cannot heal. [Verse 3] Seasons change, hours pass, But my heart keeps whispering, Hoping for the day, Our paths will cross again. I'll set my heart free, Though it's bound to you, Praying destiny will Bring me back to you. [Verse 4] One day, fate played a trick, I thought it was a jest, We met face to face, My heart put to the test. You looked at me kindly, My eyes lit up with hope, But your words soon shattered, The dreams I had to cope. [Refrain] No matter how I try, To catch your gaze again, Your furrowed brow tells me, You feel nothing but disdain. It seems my love for you, Is something you despise, And when our eyes meet, It cuts me deep inside. [Coda] Though now it's clear to see, You've found someone new, It doesn't change the truth, Of my love for you. I whispered "I love you," That’s all that mattered then, Even if your heart, Never felt the same again. [Verse 5] I saw hope in your eyes, A door to my dreams, But then I realized, It wasn't what it seemed. You said your love left you, And now you're seeking my hand, You asked for friendship, And I tried to understand. [Bridge] My silent heart, it screams, "Do you know I love you still?" Wishing for a miracle, To ease this pain I feel. Just one more glance from you, To know my love is real, But time keeps moving on, And my heart cannot heal. [Coda] You'll always be my first, No matter what we become, Even if we're just friends, My heart will always hum.
