I kept your name Like a blade in my teeth Every quiet night Cut a little more deep Replaying every word Like it’s evidence Proof But the jury is my heartbeat And it’s desire to get back at you I drank the poison that was meant for you But acted like somehow this revenge would go through This bitter taste just makes it all worse because it's a self killing curse Dreamt about the moment You’d finally feel this weight Practiced what I’d say Down to the twist in my face But the mirror kept on asking Who you doing this for? Because the the truth is I'm drowning and can't take anymore I drank the poison that was meant for you But acted like somehow this revenge would go through This bitter taste just makes it all worse because it's a self killing curse As this poison kicks in and I fall to the floor You have no idea of the pain I lived for You pass by me with no idea of my existence I wretch in pain and bleeding such a waste of this persistence I drank the poison that was meant for you But somehow this revenge did not go through This bitter taste just made it all worse As I die here from this self killing curse
