[Intro](Guitar chords fade in, drenched in reverb. A faint radio static effect plays)(Mmm, yeah)(Why am I still here?)(The drums kick in with a sharp snare snap)[Chorus]I'm scaredIt feels like you don't careEnlighten me, my dearWhy am I still here? MmmI don't mean to beComplacent with the decisions you madeBut why? Mmm[Verse 1 - Rap Flow]Yeah, lookI’ve been sitting in the dark letting the clock tickThinking 'bout the phrases that you dropped when the plot switchedYou became a stranger, now I’m sleeping with a ghostFunny how the ones who say they love you do the mostDamage to your system, blacking out the visionTrapped inside a prison of my own indecisionYou just pack your bags and you don't look backLeft me in the ruins with a heart turned blackAnd I’m pacing on the floorboards, staring at the ceilingSipping on a remedy to execute the feelingYou made your choice, yeah, you drew the line in pencilErase me out your life like it was nothing confidential, damn.[Pre-Chorus - Melodic/Building]And now the bass is hitting heavy in my chest wallWaiting on a text call that I know will never comeYeah, you left me numbTell me, what have we become?(Drums drop out briefly, leaving just the guitar)’Cause in the back of my mind...[Chorus]I'm scaredIt feels like you don't careEnlighten me, my dearWhy am I still here? MmmI don't mean to beComplacent with the decisions you madeBut why? Mmm[Verse 2 - Double-Time Rap Flow]Look, you decided for the both of us, took away the trustTurned a golden castle that we built into some dustNow I’m moving at a distance, looking for resistanceChecking on your timeline, acting so maliciousBut I hate that I care, hate that you're not thereHate the way you breathe when you're inhaling all my airYou adjusted to the silence way too quick for my comfortLeft me in the cold with no jacket for the winterNow I gotta learn to live without the shadow that you castedCrazy how a love so tragic lasted, yeahBut I'm cutting off the ties, no more looking at the skiesNo more listening to lies, this is where the chapter dies.[Bridge - Melodic Pop Rap](Beat changes to a half-time, spacious vibe with heavy echo)You made the bed, so sleep in itI gave you my heart, you put a deep leak in itNo regrets on your face when you walked awayNothing left to say, no...(Hi-hats start rolling rapidly, building the energy back up)Yeah, in the back of my mind...[Chorus - Maximum Energy](Full drums, 808s hitting hard, vocal harmonies layered)I'm scaredIt feels like you don't careEnlighten me, my dearWhy am I still here? MmmI don't mean to beComplacent with the decisions you madeBut why? Mmm[Outro](Beat fades out, leaving just the acoustic guitar loop and a vinyl crackle)In the back of my mind...You made your decisions.I'm done being complacent.(Mmm, why am I still here?)(Guitar notes echo and fade into silence)
