[Verse 1] Why is it so hard to sleep (counted a million fucking sheep,tossin around like the nights fighting me,reality thinking about if shes thinking bout me.so sleep not even a wink) I know it fucking misses me I admit hard for me to commit (even to somthing as simple as this?) to many things to factor in (your brain needs it) My hands keep weighing every win (sleep monster wants to play again) I turn it over,flip it,click on the brain think about thinkin bout it, then overthink that. think about what I just thought about, enters the doubt now sleep not even in route got to many things to think about inside my mind screams and shout ,like what the fuck is that about. try to get the voices out or atleast to calm down nothing helps (just wow) Till the whole night starts to eat at it [Pre-Chorus] I could try to give in a bit (im just no good at it) Let the night take what I dont give (I don't give up) Just a little,5 minutes Before I get back to missin it [Chorus] Hard to sleep, (why is it hard to sleep) It calling me (I know it misses me) Hard to sleep,(why is it so fucking hard to sleep) even when I drink I can’t let it be (Oh, it knows me) i know it misses me [Verse 2] I leave the lamp on low ( a little blue glow) Like I’m waiting,debating,hating thinking a text from you i will miss if I fall asleep so I lie to me say i'll wait 5 minutes it's 10 till 3 now its 5:30 and no text or sleep just like dejavu is involved in this so I miss sleep like always (I always do) Same old doubt (in the sheep that I count) Same old weight (in the back of my mind) I want the calm, (I need the sleep) But I keep reaching for the edge of it Maybe tonight I loosen my fist Maybe tonight I learn to live with this (5 minutes later im up again) could try to give in a bit (but i dont quit) Let the night take what I need Just a little, (because I overthink) Before I do let me think about it think about that [Chorus] Hard to sleep, (why is it hard to sleep) It keeps calling me(styles its bedtime) Hard to sleep, (fucking hard to sleep) even when I drink like crazy (Oh, it knows me) think about (Oh, it owns me) [Bridge] If I stop running from the ache Maybe something soft will stay If I let the whole thing take Maybe I don’t break, maybe I change a few thought racking my brain not to mention i also work grave [Chorus] Hard to sleep, hard to sleep It keeps calling me Hard to sleep, so fucking hard to sleep I can’t let it be (Oh, it knows me) (Oh, it owns me)
