[Intro] Welcome.... I'm KB,, This are some of my feelings Street-With-Class R.C.W. Productions Nights get loud when the room stays still. Same old pain, but it cuts more real. Phone face down, yet I feel that buzz. Every bad thought keeps saying we were never us. [Verse 1 – 8 bars] I went all in, not halfway near. Paid with trust, not a trick or dare. Built my side like the plan was clear. Now I replay facts till they smear. I gave from love, not some weak routine. Not for a stranger, not in between. You do not pay rent for a casual scene. So tell me what all that effort means. [Pre-Hook – 4 bars] Too many nights in a two-way lie. Soft on the surface, but wrong inside. I hear the silence start telling truth. Now every memory needs new proof. [Hook – 8 bars] Inside my head, it is loop on loop. What was love and what got used? I let you in where I stay locked up. Now every wall wants to rise back up. Inside my head, I count each crack. What felt safe never made it back. You played calm while I played for keeps. Now I lose rest every time I sleep. [Verse 2 – 8 bars] You said need, and I filled that gap. Now you talk like none of that was that. Funny how help gets erased that fast. Soon as truth hits, they rewrite the past. I was not there on some friendly grace. I was right there with my heart on faith. You cannot act like I missed the place. I know why I gave and what I faced. [Verse 3 – 8 bars] That is the part that gets me sick. How I saw signs, then buried it. How I kept hope when the vibe turned thin. How I called red flags growing pains to spin. Now my brain goes scene by scene. Small fake smiles and the words between. Every late reply sounds sharp and mean. Every soft line has a hidden scheme. [Hook – 8 bars] Inside my head, it is loop on loop. What was love and what got used? I let you in where I stay locked up. Now every wall wants to rise back up. Inside my head, I count each crack. What felt safe never made it back. You played calm while I played for keeps. Now I lose rest every time I sleep. [Verse 4 – 8 bars] I hate the fact I still miss your voice. That is the bruise I did not choose. Pain gets worse when the love felt pure. Cuts run deep when the faith was sure. So I get cold when the night rolls in. Jaw locked tight, trying not to give in. Half of me hurts, half wants revenge. Both of them live where my thoughts get dense. [Verse 5 – 8 bars] Then it gets bigger than you and me. Same old pattern with everybody. Useful till I stop saying yes. Then I get moved like a total mess. Call when it helps, then gone when it shifts. That kind of lesson leaves iron in ribs. Now I read people by tone and drift. One small switch and I know what it is. [Hook – 8 bars] Inside my head, it is loop on loop. What was love and what got used? I let you in where I stay locked up. Now every wall wants to rise back up. Inside my head, I count each crack. What felt safe never made it back. You played calm while I played for keeps. Now I lose rest every time I sleep. [Bridge – 12 bars] I am not dumb, I was giving real. That is why this hit different still. It is not money, it is what it meant. Time, belief, and where my focus went. You can keep pride, you can keep that spin. I know exactly where I have been. I know the weight of the bills I paid. I know the mask and the part you played. Now my chest says shut that gate. My head says learn before too late. So I sit up while the whole room hums. Trying to kill what the past becomes. [Verse 6 – 8 bars] Tonight I write so the fog gets shape. Clean out the hurt, put truth on tape. This is the sound of a door half shut. Not all the way, but enough is enough. Still got rage, still got love gone bad. Still got flashes of what we had. But from this point, if you want that side, you do not get in without clear daylight. [Pre-Hook – 4 bars] Too many nights in a two-way lie. Soft on the surface, but wrong inside. I hear the silence start telling truth. Now every memory needs new proof. [Hook – 8 bars] Inside my head, it is loop on loop. What was love and what got used? I let you in where I stay locked up. Now every wall wants to rise back up. Inside my head, I count each crack. What felt safe never made it back. You played calm while I played for keeps. Now I lose rest every time I sleep. [Outro – 4 bars] So if I go quiet, know why that is. Peace costs more when the damage did. I am still here, but not like then. Too much got in to let that in again.
