Since you last saw me Nothing has changed Your entire life evolved I have stayed the same You walk it like you talk it It's not the same for me I'm younger than pretending Forever twenty three. Now blackened bones are grinding and maybe this is it I love the way your always finding me to be afrit And everything is similar when we are born from grit And nobody has cancer if there's no-one to admit I'm not saying this is over I aint saying it is wrong But if I leave you don't forget that I was always strung along by an affliction or addiction or a thing thats going wrong it's not a problem with my diction it's a problem with my song And if the world falls down around us There's a thing I'll say to you it's not because I was a liar but it's hard just to be true and if it all burns in the fire then it's coming for you too the hardest part of being me is I could never be like you You know it's all falling to pieces like a jigsaw in reverse And the more I try to fix it I just see it getting worse and with the years that I have wasted and it's harder to admit I want to fall apart before I open up and deal with it. I never meant to ever hurt you but the drama dragged me in and I ended in a corner that I'd painted myself in And all the worries I've imagined And the ones that's also true It's never going out of fashion blaming me for blaming you Perhaps it's just a fantasy that we will all survive it doesn't matter what's in front of me it's keeping me alive And when Kit becomes a time machine with futures that it holds I no longer feel immortal I just feel so fucking old. Because I slept for all these moments and I thought I was okay But now the years have slipped around me and I've nothing left to say because this careful ruminating didn't help me get along I've spent a decade hibernating just in time to get it wrong I'm gonna come out swinging I'm needed by my tribe No more time for being maudlin it's time to be alive There's a light around the corner by the window, by the door There's a reason to be peaceful and something for fighting for
