Tired Sleep dont want me now I feel drained but won't go insane Its like im mentally on a Rollercoaster [Pre-Chorus] Jumping asteral planes from fantasy and reality Is this what it's like for everybody? Or is it just me [Chorus] It's hard to be a A conduit for many I think the pendulum just cut too closely When will the next leap in time come cuz This life is almost last in line [Verse] Stay positive positively positivity Drill it in ya head Ooh but don't go too deep You might spill out the dark thoughts And you have time to explain yourself Just endure more than you can handle Just make it to that extra mile It's a matter of perspective then persuasion then collection [Pre-Chorus] Jumping astral planes from fantasy and reality Is this what it's like for everybody? Or is it just me [Chorus] It's hard to be a A conduit for many I think the pendulum just cut too closely When will the next leap in time come cuz This life is almost last in line [Verse] Ding ding a noti More fuel for moti Little love can go a long way But who am I to force you to listen When I barely have anything to say oooh I probably talk too much And then not enough As I type words I can hear what I want But it never turns out right Then I just give up Did I dig enough Or did A.D.D....UM...wah? [Chorus] It's hard to be a A conduit for many I think the pendulum just cut too closely When will the next leap in time come cuz This life is almost last in line [Chorus] It's hard to be a A conduit for many I think the pendulum just cut too closely When will the next leap in time come cuz This life is almost last in line [Bridge] It's easier to bury my head Or just play dead But I'm too curious about life I....[Spoken I just need a nap, right? Mm therapy Mm let it be just Medical Aye man let it go You're good you're golden Just intellectual It's only a phase Keep scrolling Just stay perpetual Eventually, it'll all end the same way Six feet under someone else's dust So make waaaay hahaha Hahhaa aahhh hahaha Deliciously delirious The devil slurping noodles out my cranium End it on a happy note...shit could be worse hahaha I could be...um..