I’m dying for change Why can’t the world throw me into chaos? The world is so fucking boring I need to take back my will to fight I don’t wanna keep dying inside! I can’t stand this lazy fucking brain Always wanting the easy way out Come on, somebody, hold me at gunpoint Give me something I can’t think my way around I wanna feel ALIVE! GOOD FOR YOU! So happy it all worked out for you Tell me about the degree Tell me how proud you are Tell me how everything’s coming together I wish I could see it all play out When the fucking ship lands on you! HELLO UNIVERSE! IT’S YOUR FAVORITE MANIC CREATION! Why did you make me want to be this way? So confused and angry And a little bit jealous I thought we could be more fun, us Me and you Overpowered Watching my crush... ...be crushed! HA! Now my heart is undecided I crave the unhinged torment I wanna inflict it Why does it sound sooooo fun!? I want the attention! All the validation! Couldn’t tell you what’s wrong with me I just know I’m fucking STUCK SOMEBODY SET ME LOOSE! Fuck your advice about doing it myself I know, I know, I KNOW Take responsibility Make better choices Build the life you want BORING! I WANT THE WORLD TO BURN! I want the world to burn! I’m tired of dying inside Something has to happen Something has to break Something has to come crashing through the ceiling tonight! The help isn’t coming Technically they’re here Waiting for humanity to be ready FOR FUCK’S SAKE! How many ideas do I have to give you? Quit hiding! Help or leave! Everybody’s dying Everything’s going to hell And you’re hovering around up there Being mysterious!? I wanna go to New Earth too! So show yourselves! Stupid model-skinny aliens Standing there all enlightened I’m sick of truth I’m sick of waiting for change YOU HAVE THE DAMN POWER TO SAVE US ALL! ... Fine. Give me the lightning. I wanna see your ships struck down I bet your technology looks real pretty When it’s falling out of the sky BOOM! There goes one! BOOM! THERE GOES ANOTHER! I wanna force the change I wanna grab this dead little world And shake it until something happens I want adrenaline riding through me Lightning in my hands Every nerve screaming FINALLY! FINALLY! FINALLY! Send a robber my way Fun thick gun in his pants I’ll be afraid I’ll play the part I hope he stays Robs me in the dark Come closer Harvest my heart Keep all my emotions close Make the whole stupid night feel enormous Danger Attention Fear Desire God, why does everything feel better When it’s TOO MUCH!? Everything’s energy And now I see There’s nowhere for anything to hide It all exists Everywhere All at once So what exactly am I scared of? Even if I die I’m still everywhere ... Wait. That sounds INSANE. I LOVE IT! I WANT THE WORLD TO BURN! I WANT SOMETHING TO HAPPEN! I WANT THE SKY TO RIP OPEN! I WANT SOMEBODY TO INTERRUPT ME! GOOD FOR YOU! GOOD FOR ME! GOOD FOR THE ALIENS COMING DOWN IN FLAMES! I’m bored! I’m jealous! I’m horny! I’m furious! I’m enlightened for approximately FIVE FUCKING MINUTES! HELLO UNIVERSE! YOUR FAVORITE CREATION IS LOSING HIS MIND! And it’s all... so... out of line... ... BOOM!
