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============== See The Lyric Video ============== 🖤 https://youtu.be/TF2l62rwlR0 🖤 ============================================ You asked for everything? I'd say "yes." For more pretty forms of self-destruction: 🖤 𝙔𝙤𝙪𝙏𝙪𝙗𝙚: https://www.youtube.com/@AlmaBlairDFP 🖤 𝙏𝙞𝙠𝙏𝙤𝙠: https://www.tiktok.com/@almadfp - alma 🖤 blair - ⎺⎺⎺⎺⎺⎺⎺⎺⎺⎺⎺⎺⎺⎺⎺⎺⎺⎺⎺⎺⎺⎺⎺⎺⎺⎺⎺⎺⎺⎺⎺⎺ I was night mist on glass, vaporous and cold Slipping in silence, with no one to hold You cupped your hands and I filled the shape I thought it meant something—that shimmer in your face But you were just looking for yourself, not me There never was space—just a hole to fill I'd never be enough, nothing ever will I kept pouring myself in, thinking it was love You built a dam, but you needed a flood Maybe that’s love—just filling in the blanks I wanted to be held, thought you had made the space But you never held me—just the shape I filled I craved your approval, absorbed every drop I bottled your praise like a message from God I swallowed your sorrow, thinned it within me Then spilled myself to wash away your grief But your hunger ran deeper than I could reach There never was space—just a hole to fill I'd never be enough, nothing ever will I kept pouring myself in, thinking it was love You built a dam, but you needed a flood Maybe that’s love—just saying what they want You told me I belonged, but when I turned you were gone Words don’t hold—just mold what you already broke You emptied my well, then claimed a drought Let me spill over, then cursed the fallout You drank like it saved you, then spit me out You soaked in my quiet, then damned the damp And left before you could name what broke There never was space—just a hole to fill I'd never be enough, nothing ever will I kept pouring myself in, thinking it was love You built a dam, but you needed a flood Maybe that’s love—abandon while it’s safe Before her heart can't fit outside of your ache