Lovely Dichotomy

[Verse] I'm happy being unhappy This toxic love I crave You try but can't quite fake it But I need you to stay [Verse 2] Forced love and staged affection Can't you pretend some more I'd rather leave not watch you Walk right out the door [Chorus] Love me love only me Despite the misery Break hearts but hold on tightly Love's cruel dichotomy [Verse 3] Unpolished words you whisper Behind a veiled despair Even if ends in heartache I need you to care [Verse 4] Holding onto illusions Piece by fractured piece I'd rather pull the trigger Than watch us both cease [Chorus] Love me love only me Despite the misery Break hearts but hold on tightly Love's cruel dichotomy [drop] ONLY ME ONLY ME... ONLY ME ONLY MEEEE