got a thought i can’t kill and a habit of feeding it i know what it costs, still i find myself needing it every good sense in me says leave it alone tell me, why does “no” still feel like “almost”? i came to my senses too late to defend it i know what it is and i know what it’s not but knowing the difference won’t make my heart stop i know it’s over in my head but my heart hasn’t heard it yet i know exactly what you meant still i keep hoping you meant something else i know you never promised me anything i wanted this to be i know it’s over, i know it is so why the hell ain’t i over it? why ain't i over it? there’s a truth i avoid because i hate to admit it you never were mine, but i still couldn’t quit it i know what is real and i know what is not tell me, why do i miss what i never got? i came to my senses too late to defend it i know what it is and i know what it’s not but knowing the difference won’t make my heart stop i know it’s over in my head but my heart hasn’t heard it yet i know exactly what you meant still i keep hoping you meant something else i know you never promised me anything i wanted this to be i know it’s over, i know it is so why the hell ain’t i over it? why ain't i over it? maybe i held on too long maybe i heard what i wanted maybe every “maybe someday” was a promise you never made i kept building up a future from the things you didn’t say now i’m trying to let go of what was never mine to save i know what it is i know what it’s not so why do i miss what i never got? i know how it ends i know what you said but my heart hasn’t heard it yet my heart hasn’t heard it yet i know it’s over in my head but my heart hasn’t heard it yet i know exactly what you meant still i keep hoping you meant something else i know you never promised me anything i wanted this to be i know it’s over, i know it is so why the hell ain’t i over it? why the hell ain’t i over it? my heart hasn’t heard it yet my heart hasn’t heard it yet i know what it is i know what it’s not so why do i miss what i never got?
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