Theme 2: Internal Struggle & External Conflict 🫣

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V3.5

this thot cancer breads despair, unfair
mislabld profits, cheer.
yet we exist & do as we will,
free fall,freedom lays r destiny:
graves & best suit, real beaut.
no1 comes 2 the wake.
no soc media posts mean nbdy nos,
no1 notices anthr, veering slitly 4rm the path.
a lonesome, life amassed, a psychopath.

where did we go? 
where r we now?
how much longer? r
running on fumes
we both bust out fingers, toes 2 do the math, we got maybe months, maybe more, to go, so...
½ free live in fear.
nothing is simple.
whnvr ur not regulated,
reality fools idiots in lue of tru.
ctrl moves a lil as i scream w/no sounds
forced rage electrifying my resound.

do anything 2 4get,
loose, LARP, lame, set
wht i want, need. want.

ridicule my results bkuz im not woke enuf 2 win?
unwinnable end i seek, hell this.
human misery labrnth, exces time stampd & drenchd in criminal neglegence & hate crimes
gona end up face up on dateline.
u won losses, ur unfit
grope;nvr whole(ur engine oil IS MY soul)
as take anthr 
toke(3x)
im spread thin, no jokes

(x2) as life takes anothr soul(host)
broken dont mean broke
I take anothr
toke(x3)

(X4)& feel cured,
feel secure.

until I need anthr go
ego blasted parasite,
betrothed
difference lies in hope.
take dwn&(screams)pain, mope.
mistake mistep misunderstood
im best, ur a mess.

u chnge if fond footing
keep cloaked until
croak(3x)
make more(2x)

gotta make, cant make(2x)
cant take,gotta make ends, reep.

(x2) ur fighting 4 titles
im fighting 4 breath
ur on timey 4 meetings
im late 4 own lifes bloody meaning.
ur paying bills
while i endure kills.

ive nothing 2 prove,
evrythng, anythng,
certainly
not 2 u.

so u drive up the rains
"not sure if it works" derainged

o, this?
jus me,dont mind THAT.
my epic STOIC(X4)

take tht,b bad,win,laff
figures lil no0bs
kooks, fools

& heed anothr
toke(6x)
need hope(3x)

only fury,no salute.
volitile combustable
teetering ka-boomy
wtchn me 4rm inside u
can't get far enuf
2 hide
b seared 4rm inside
life damd psychological
color ur soul dark
I take anothr
toke(3x)

fix me,hope,
starvd yo.
ctrl hasnt left-yet
nvr will, no mind
only matters wht u do
life persues-seem2
b huntin u & soon,me
spark 1k hi's;wildrnes mind.
dam beast feral(u fukd tho lol)
&life notices u
u nasty
bin sēn,
judged&
cringe is u,man.ew.
definition;destruct dominate,derange
belittled ego as u shed:fear, anger remorse,discord
deny, fite
try try try
c cub,boy scout
fish all nite
afloat
float(2x) 
empending doom blo
a lifetime yo
unparalleled NOOO
fight
stay stuck
o gro

need mor clër
not fër
psyk meds
mind joke

whisky mirors
not me
lets toke(3x)
nvr gts old(3x)

i fold
u fold

3000/7500

Whoa, u c it as is, poizn thru veins, no shame. name sik-ness creeps cros air. hoard plague & spread evrywhere(no fair). fester blk hart putrid mind(o no). incorrigible frump i'z b-tray the smile. don't smile. no acting childish ruminating & shed some croc tears (not here) unnatural supernatural avoid if possible or probable escape the road traps, yikes. we're here. this thot cancer breads despair, unfair mislabld profits, cheer. yet we exist & do as we will, free fall,freedom lays r destiny: graves & best suit, real beaut. no1 comes 2 the wake. no soc media posts mean nbdy nos, no1 notices anthr, veering slitly 4rm the path. a lonesome, life amassed, a psychopath. where did we go? where r we now? how much longer? r running on fumes we both bust out fingers, toes 2 do the math, we got maybe months, maybe more, to go, so... ½ free live in fear. nothing is simple. whnvr ur not regulated, reality fools idiots in lue of tru. ctrl moves a lil as i scream w/no sounds forced rage electrifying my resound. do anything 2 4get, loose, LARP, lame, set wht i want, need. want. ridicule my results bkuz im not woke enuf 2 win? unwinnable end i seek, hell this. human misery labrnth, exces time stampd & drenchd in criminal neglegence & hate crimes gona end up face up on dateline. u won losses, ur unfit grope;nvr whole(ur engine oil IS MY soul) as take anthr toke(3x) im spread thin, no jokes (x2) as life takes anothr soul(host) broken dont mean broke I take anothr toke(x3) (X4)& feel cured, feel secure. until I need anthr go ego blasted parasite, betrothed difference lies in hope. take dwn&(screams)pain, mope. mistake mistep misunderstood im best, ur a mess. u chnge if fond footing keep cloaked until croak(3x) make more(2x) gotta make, cant make(2x) cant take,gotta make ends, reep. (x2) ur fighting 4 titles im fighting 4 breath ur on timey 4 meetings im late 4 own lifes bloody meaning. ur paying bills while i endure kills. ive nothing 2 prove, evrythng, anythng, certainly not 2 u. so u drive up the rains "not sure if it works" derainged o, this? jus me,dont mind THAT. my epic STOIC(X4) take tht,b bad,win,laff figures lil no0bs kooks, fools & heed anothr toke(6x) need hope(3x) only fury,no salute. volitile combustable teetering ka-boomy wtchn me 4rm inside u can't get far enuf 2 hide b seared 4rm inside life damd psychological color ur soul dark I take anothr toke(3x) fix me,hope, starvd yo. ctrl hasnt left-yet nvr will, no mind only matters wht u do life persues-seem2 b huntin u & soon,me spark 1k hi's;wildrnes mind. dam beast feral(u fukd tho lol) &life notices u u nasty bin sēn, judged& cringe is u,man.ew. definition;destruct dominate,derange belittled ego as u shed:fear, anger remorse,discord deny, fite try try try c cub,boy scout fish all nite afloat float(2x) empending doom blo a lifetime yo unparalleled NOOO fight stay stuck o gro need mor clër not fër psyk meds mind joke whisky mirors not me lets toke(3x) nvr gts old(3x) i fold u fold

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