“God Met Me While I Was Muting My Emotions” (Urban Gospel • Deep Healing • Confessional) ⸻ INTRO (Spoken – Numb) I wasn’t crying. I wasn’t angry. I just… stopped feeling. Didn’t know that scared You more than my tears. ⸻ VERSE 1 I learned how to smile without meaning it Learned how to nod without hearing it Built walls so I wouldn’t break Called it strength, but it felt fake Muted the pain, muted the joy Muted the girl I used to be before Thought numb was safer than hurt Didn’t know I was losing myself first ⸻ PRE-CHORUS I thought survival meant shutting down But You don’t heal what I won’t feel now ⸻ CHORUS God met me while I was muting my emotions When I didn’t trust myself to feel I shut it down to stay in control But You came anyway… gentle and real God met me while I was muting my emotions Didn’t force me to open up You just sat with me in the quiet Till numbness gave way to trust ⸻ VERSE 2 I didn’t want joy if it meant pain Didn’t want love if it left a stain So I went quiet, went cold inside But You don’t leave just ‘cause I hide You spoke softly, not too fast Let me feel again at my pace You didn’t rush my healing You honored every scarred place ⸻ FINAL CHORUS God met me while I was muting my emotions And taught me feeling ain’t weak That tears don’t mean I’m failing They mean I’m still alive and free ⸻ OUTRO (Spoken – Whole Again) I’m learning how to feel again. Slowly. Safely. With God. Amen.
