[Intro - Soft Piano, Distant Angelic Oohs, Airy Pads, Whispered] (Oh...) What if this is it? (What if this is it...) [Verse 1 - Breathless, intimate, close vocal, minimal beat] I was breathing, but I wasn't awake Staring at the sky till my hands start to shake Every second that I thought that I owned Slipping like water, I'm suddenly alone And a cold wind rushes through my chest [Hook - Angelic harmony, building anxiety, chillstep hats enter] Oh, what's next? What's next? I can't see it, I can't breathe Every heartbeat's asking me Where do I go when I leave? [Chorus 1 - Haunting full voice, heavenly pads + sub bass] I'm standing still and I'm taking it all in The light through the trees, the air on my skin I will never do this, never be here again In this life, in this life, oh... They say heaven is beautiful, gates open wide But is that where I'm going when I close my eyes? Is that where I'm going... [Verse 2 - Deeper panic, drums fuller, piano echo] Thoughts like thunder, ringing in my head All the words I never, never said Every road I walked is fading to blue If time is a river, where does it take you? I am holding onto nothingness [Build - Epic Build, Rising synths, vocal chops, heartbeat drums, Riser] I can't predict it, I can't control it Feeling it coming, I can't ignore it Oh God, if you're listening... Where do I go? Where do I go? Where do I go?! [Take a breath before drop] [DROP - Epic Melodic Dubstep Drop, Heavy wobbly bass + angelic vocal chop lead] (Whoa-oh-oh) [vocal chop as lead melody] I'll never do this again... [reverb tail] (Whoa-oh-oh) [heavenly ahh over growl bass] Is that where I'm going? [Verse 3 - Stripped back after drop, raw and vulnerable, just piano and vocal] Now the world is quiet, louder than before Every cracked sidewalk I used to ignore I see everything, I mean everything now Every leaf falling, every sacred sound And I'm terrified to let it go [Chorus 2 - Bigger, layered choir, sub hits harder] I'm standing still and I'm taking it all in The light through the trees, the air on my skin I will never do this, never be here again In this life, in this life, oh... They say heaven is beautiful, gates open wide But is that where I'm going when I close my eyes? Is that where I'm going... [Hook - Broken, whispered, panic return] Oh, what's next? What's next? I can't see it... Tell me please... Am I falling? Am I free? [Chorus 3 - Final Epic Chorus, Full Choir, Cinematic + Melodic Drop drums] I'M STANDING STILL AND I'M TAKING IT ALL IN! The light through the trees, the air on my skin! I WILL NEVER DO THIS, NEVER BE HERE AGAIN! In this life... in this life... They say heaven is beautiful, so beautiful But is that where I'm going? Is that where I'm going?! [Hold: Go-oo-ing... with infinite reverb] [Outro - Heavenly Aura, Fading piano, distant angelic humming] Ooh, ahh... What if this is it? Ooh... [fade to silence]
