The Dark Knows My Name [Jana Maluta x Zikkus]

The darkness inside Has a way with me Always one step ahead Still following me I try to run I try to hide But somehow it’s still Buried deep inside The fear takes over Consumes my every move Until I’m standing here Not knowing what to do Lost control in the dark abyss Somehow I got lost in this It knows my name Calls it without shame Nowhere to run Nowhere to hide When the darkness lives inside How can the dark be unbearable But feel so much like home How can I fear the very place I’ve learned to call my own I’m terrified of staying But I don’t know how to leave How do you escape the darkness When it’s buried underneath Open wounds The darkness seeps Into places buried deep Nothing seems to patch the pain Or make these wounds begin to heal No amount of love and care Can change the hurt I feel I walk through darkness daily Through storms inside my mind Surrounded by the damage And everything it leaves behind Trying to brush past the wreckage Just to find my way through It’s a never-ending search I keep putting myself through Dark skies consume me Watch my every move Like they own a part of me I never gave them permission to I swear I see the light Breaking through the distance I’m almost there Then I’m pulled back by resistance How can the dark be unbearable But feel so much like home How can I fear the very place I’ve learned to call my own I’m terrified of staying But I don’t know how to leave How do you escape the darkness When it’s buried underneath How long can someone live in the dark Fear the dark But know the dark How can something feel so unbearable Yet be the only place that feels familiar You get used to seeing in the dark Even when you’re scared And after a while Your eyes adjust to what’s there How can the dark be unbearable But feel so much like home How can I fear the very place I’ve learned to call my own I keep searching for the light But the darkness pulls me in Every time I find my way I’m right back where I’ve been After a while the dark begins to lighten Just enough to see Not enough to find my way out Not enough to set me free But enough to find... MY FAVORITE FUCKING CORNER! Shut off the world And say… FUCK YOU! Night...