
The Dark Stress Of Being Alive
[Verse 1] I found God but I lost him Somewhere in the lost and found I never knew how to trust him One park with an afterlife Then the spirits they left me Grateful but I kind of feel empty Overthinking till I lose sleep [Pre-Chorus] 'Cause I just want to know where I go when I close my eyes (close my eyes, eyes, eyes) And I just want to see the point of you and me in this life (Just jamming the chorus) [Chorus] I can't lie, I've been petrified Not doing alright Don't know where I go when I'm feeling low And I'm running out of time Don't you say I'm okay Save me Anemic, post-traumatic Stress of being alive [Verse 2] I found you and a new love Ended up tearing me apart Picked myself back up but it wasn't enough Then the spirits they test me Upbeat and drowning in envy Can't believe I've got that one bless me [Pre-Chorus] 'Cause I just want to know where I go when I close my eyes (close my eyes, eyes, eyes) And I just want to see the point of you and me in this life [Chorus] I can't lie, I've been petrified Not doing alright Don't know where I go when I'm feeling low And I'm running out of time Don't you say I'm okay Save me Anemic, post-traumatic Stress of being alive (Anemic, post-traumatic) (Stress of being alive) (Anemic, post-traumatic) (Stress of being alive) [Bridge] I can't lie, I'm doing my best to progress And not let all of my love go to waste But deep down I'm struggling Tossing and turning in my bed Thinking and overthinking what's next Who's there? Why me? What is it that I believe? And who's potentially out there waiting for me? A creator? A stagnant maker? I want to give myself to a God, a power, a lover But when I look deep inside I see it's all undercover If a soul is what I should leave behind, so be it I'm just so sad I'll have to leave it [Chorus] I can't lie, I've been petrified Not doing alright Don't know where I go when I'm feeling low And I'm running out of time Don't you say I'm okay Save me Anemic, post-traumatic Stress of being alive (Anemic, post-traumatic) (Stress of being alive) (Anemic, post-traumatic) (Stress of being alive) [Outro] (Da-da-da-da-da-da-da-da-da-da-da-da-da-da-da-da)

