Intro (Lo-fi guitar loop, soft distortion, heartbeat bass) Yeah… I thought time would heal me But I stayed right here Uh… Verse 1 – Lil Peep–style melody I been starin’ at the ceiling for too long Same four walls, same sad song You blocked my line, yeah, I got the hint But my heart still stuck in the way we lived Saw you smile in somebody else’s arms Felt that crack go straight through my chest, no pause I tried to text, but you never replied So I swallowed the truth and I fed it lies I ain’t proud of the nights I lost my control Made a fake name just to feel close Every post felt like a knife in my skin I knew it was wrong, but I still looked in Eight months gone, still stuck in place You moved forward, I stayed the same I been buildin’ my body just to feel okay But the mirror still screams your name Pre-Chorus (soft harmonies) I don’t hate you, I hate what I became Chasin’ ghosts, tryna numb the pain If love’s a drug, then I overdosed Now I’m sober, but I feel you most Chorus – Emotional, catchy hook I’m still frozen while the world moves on You found daylight, I stayed in the storm I lift these weights but I can’t lift you Out my mind, out my soul, it’s the truth I’m still broken, yeah, I play it cool Smile in public, bleed in my room You moved on like it was nothin’ to you I’m still frozen… without you Verse 2 – XXX-style raw delivery Yeah, look— I hate myself for the things I did Crossed my own lines, yeah, I’ll admit I was hurt, not evil, just lost in my head Confusin’ love with fear instead I ain’t a villain, I just couldn’t let go When silence hit me, I lost control Saw you laughin’, saw you alive While I was stuck tryna survive Dumbbells clangin’ like my regret Every rep feel like what I never said “Please don’t leave,” but my pride stayed loud Now I scream it alone in the crowd I don’t blame you for choosin’ peace I just wish mine came easier to me You healed fast, I healed slow Now I gotta sit with the truth I know Pre-Chorus (half-time drop) I don’t want you back if it hurts you I just want my heart to learn too I was stuck in yesterday While you found a better way Chorus – Bigger, layered vocals I’m still frozen while the world moves on You found daylight, I stayed in the storm I lift these weights but I can’t lift you Out my mind, out my soul, it’s the truth I’m still broken, yeah, I play it cool Smile in public, bleed in my room You moved on like it was nothin’ to you I’m still frozen… without you Bridge – Spoken / whispered (Peep vibe) Maybe I didn’t miss you Maybe I missed who I was with you And that hurts worse than goodbye (guitar drops out, only bass + reverb) Verse 3 – Acceptance arc I stopped checkin’ your name at night Deleted the apps just to save my life I don’t need to know where you are now I just need to forgive myself somehow Pain turned muscle, tears turned drive Still lonely, but I’m still alive I won’t chase love through a broken screen I gotta learn what peace really means Final Chorus – Emotional resolution I was frozen while the world moved on But I feel myself slowly thaw I still hurt, but I finally see You weren’t meant to stay with me I let go of the man I was I won’t drown in the same old love You moved on, and I’ll move too I’m still healing… without you Outro (guitar fades, vinyl crackle returns) Yeah… Some people leave So you can finally meet yourself Still frozen… but breathing
