[Verse 1] ❤️‍🔥❤️‍🔥❤️‍🔥 Got a bottle of pills in my Louis Vuitton And I'm fucked up in Paris, yeah, I'm too far gone Called my ex at midnight just to say I moved on But I'm lying through my teeth while I'm singing this song Been sleeping with strangers to feel something real Got daddy's credit card but an empty soul to heal They say I'm a mess but I wear it so well Living life fast but I'm dying to tell [Pre-Chorus] That I'm not okay, but I love the pain Popping bottles just to numb my brain All these pretty boys know my name But none of them know my fucking game [Chorus] I'm a beautiful disaster Falling faster, faster Breaking hearts like they don't matter😘 Call me your beautiful disaster Got blood on my hands and cash in my pocket Everyone wants me until they got it 😇 I'm a beautiful disaster (disaster) And baby, I'm only getting started [Drop] [Verse 2] Met him in a bar, said he'd make me a star Now he's just another scar in my guitar Got a penthouse view but I'm still feeling blue Drinking champagne alone, yeah, that's nothing new 🌊 All these California nights got me feeling so high But the comedown's always worse when you're living a lie They say "girl slow down," but I just can't stop ✋ Rather burn out bright than fade at the top [Pre-Chorus] 'Cause I'm not okay, but I love the pain Popping bottles just to numb my brain All these pretty boys know my name But none of them know my fucking game [Bridge] They want the girl in the magazines But they can't handle my reality I'm too much woman for their fragile minds So I'll keep breaking hearts to pass the time 🎶🎶🎶 [Chorus] I'm a beautiful disaster Falling faster, faster Breaking hearts like they don't matter Call me your beautiful disaster Got blood on my hands and cash in my pocket Everyone wants me until they got it I'm a beautiful disaster (disaster) And baby, I'm only getting started ❤️‍🔥😘❤️‍🔥😘 [Outro] So call me crazy, call me wild I've been this way since I was a child Beautiful disaster's what I'll always be At least I'm fucking honest, honestly