Your scent still clings to the sheets where you laid That one perfume like a corpse that forever decayed I swore I was clean, I swore I was done But the devil keeps your number on speed-dial, son 3 a.m. and the screen lights my shame Your name in the bubble, Iโ€™m clicking again One message, one hit, one taste of the blade Iโ€™m crawling right back to the bed that we made Hands that once healed now reopen the vein When i say I miss you I really just miss the pain Pull me back under, drown me again Tie me in knots, tear through my skin I called it a lesson, you called it the end But Iโ€™m starving for seconds of the hell that you sent Youโ€™re poison in lingerie, an angel of sin I quote you in my dream you're still under my skin My friends blocked our numbers, they buried the key Cause the graves the only friend to a junkie like me I hate how I need you I need how I hate Your lies are my fiction Your body my fate Goodbye if just a line of a lie we rehearse Now I'm speaking in tongues and it only gets worse I tried to burn every photo we took But the flames only showed me the way you still look When you smile like a trap, when you cry like a drug Iโ€™m a fool on his knees and youโ€™re my only god Drown me deeper, drag me in Bind my body, break my skin Feed my addiction Let me in Iโ€™m losing sleep (Sleep) Iโ€™m in too deep You were my piece of paradise Now youโ€™re the spike in my vein tonight My heart is breaking But I keep on taking Every inch that you give I canโ€™t ever stop, this is why I exist Cause I still feel your kiss Like a needle when I miss And Iโ€™m falling faster Got me begging for disaster Heaven and hell Yeah, you do it so well And Iโ€™m falling faster Got me begging for disaster Relapse Relapse Relapse Relapse Relapse Relapse Relapse Relapse See you in the ashes, loveโ€ฆ Same time. Same grave Just call out my name