[Explicit] Verse 1 Fuck you, time, for never lining up Always late when I finally show up Fuck you, space, for the miles you keep Turning gravity into grief I did the work, I learned restraint I learned how not to need or wait And the one time my heart stood still You taught me distance like a skill Pre-Chorus I wasn’t reckless I wasn’t blind I was awake at the wrong time Chorus Fuck you, time and space For making love a chase For teaching light to leave Before it reaches my face I’m mad at the universe I’m mad at myself For finally thawing out With nowhere left to melt Verse 2 Fuck my patterns, fuck my fear Fuck pretending I don’t feel Fuck being brave too late Fuck calling loss “fate” I don’t need a lesson plan I don’t need to “understand” I just needed one clean line Where your now could meet my mine Pre-Chorus 2 I didn’t ask for forever Just not this Chorus Fuck you, time and space For the gaps you celebrate For every almost-touch You labeled “meant to wait” I’m mad at the universe I’m mad at myself For believing I could feel And still protect my health Bridge (half-time, breaking) I don’t hate you I hate the math I hate the way the present slips into the past I hate how real it felt I hate that it was real I hate that something true Doesn’t promise how it heals Final Chorus (expanded) Fuck you, time and space You don’t get to call this grace You don’t get to turn impact Into something I erase I’m mad at the universe But I’m still here Heart awake, hands empty Vision clear Outro I won’t freeze again Just to survive If this is the cost I choose to be alive
