Past, Present, Erased (Three Faces)

Have you ever lived to open? Where what you lived through, Eventually became redacted in documents? .... You will never know... The hell I've endured... Just how broke I was... What I see when I see my reflection. How it feels to scream at yourself in Three different eras. I cannot... I will not... Let you in..... Again.... Not.... Again.... .... When I look in the mirror... Three Faces Screaming at the other... Just because I'm in the Present, Doesn't mean shit. I'm stuck in the Past... I can't let it go... I'd rather be erased.... Erased.... I'd rather be.... Never born.... .... I am trying to rebuild myself... [Spoken]Hi, I'm an alcoholic with traumatized issues. [Whispers] Ive had to accept things... You're never coming... I'm extremely damaged, I don't understand love .. so... Why... Let you know... .... .... When I look in the mirror... Three Faces Screaming at the other... Just because I'm in the Present, Doesn't mean shit. I'm stuck in the Past... I can't let it go... I'd rather be erased.... Erased.... I'd rather be.... Never born.... I wouldn't have to face myself.... In the rain.... Screaming to understand.... Why ... Why.... .... Babe... I'm a storm... I'm drowning in my dreams .. Because I don't want to acknowledge... My despair... To admit... I lost you... All I wanted... You.... I'm drowning in my mistakes... .... My Past... He can't let go..... My present... He's conspiring with the past.... Trying to rewrite it all... My Now.... It's Erased... .... .... .... When I look in the mirror... Three Faces Screaming at the other... Just because I'm in the Present, Doesn't mean shit. I'm stuck in the Past... I can't let it go... I'd rather be erased.... Erased.... I'd rather be.... Never born.... I wouldn't have to face myself.... In the rain.... Screaming to understand.... Why ... Why.... ... To start All over... It means... You're history with mine... It's Erased... I'm not sure... I can handle that... ... To start All over... It means... You're history with mine... It's Erased... I'm not sure... I can handle that... I'm not sure... I can handle that...