[Intro] [distorted guitar riff, turntable scratches] [Verse 1] [rapped male vocals, bass and drums enter] Depression is a game we all get to play So many thoughts yet I don't know what to say You sit in the pain surviving day to day Doctors prescribe me pills to take my feelings away Here take two you should start to feel okay Treat me like a number just sending me away Like Ronnie mentions himself doctor say it's a phase [growled vocals] It's not a fucking phase and I just want to feel okay [Chorus] [melodic belted vocals, full distorted band] Oh see what lies there feeling alone and no one cares Oh bleed me dry until I die he was such a happy person that's a fucking lie Oh oh sweet sorrow seeps into my bones Always feel there there's no tomorrow My mind has its reasons [Verse 2] [rapped vocals, palm-muted guitar] When someone notices they just walk away Not caring at all I can tell by what they say While I sit in my mind dying every day The only thing they want is what they can take away Never caring about another just how can they use me today Still I'm alive the depression never going away And you bitches wonder why I say what I say [screamed] Fuck you [Chorus] [melodic vocals] Oh see what lies there feeling alone and no one cares Oh bleed me dry until I die he was such a happy person that's a fucking lie Oh oh sweet sorrow seeps into my bones Always feel there there's no tomorrow My mind has its reasons [Bridge] [half-time feel, clean guitar with chorus effect] Now I lay here bleeding thinking this could be it Bitches have drained me there's nothing left to get Yet these scavengers come and continue to peck away Now I'm just corpse laying in decay My bones are picked clean tossed to the side Never once thinking they're one of the reasons that I died When I'm gone and they've stripped me of everything I had I'll be forgotten no one caring they took everything that I had Maybe after it's all done in my final moments maybe I'll actually feel Feel that's the opposite of what I really want You know I've realized bitches I'm fucking done [Chorus] [full intensity, double-kick drums] Oh see what lies there feeling alone and no one cares Oh bleed me dry until I die he was such a happy person that's a fucking lie Oh oh sweet sorrow seeps into my bones Always feel there there's no tomorrow My mind has its reasons [Outro] [soft melodic vocals, guitar fades] Those that tried very few that they are I want you to know there's been times you've kept me from my fall There are ones I would say that I love Those of you I say thanks for keeping me above [screamed] Fuck why do I go through this why do I cry The tears of love and happiness that now fall out my eyes They're just not powerful enough to beat the pain inside Sorry to those few who would suffer if I died Play this game it's really tiring I think I'm done Control delete [guitar feedback, abrupt silence]
