Hi, I’m Doode, and I’m an alcoholic This feels weird, I never said that one out loud But right now I try to sit and be real honest Look behind my curtains, see what it’s about Now the issue with those curtains Is that once you look behind What you see will stay forever Now there’s nothing left to hide I was never strong enough to be just me Needed her magic to feel like I’m seen I build so many other masks to fit in But now what’s left of me? Name is Doode Because I kinda think I’m cool It’s about mood Which is an issue, kinda cruel A friend said “Doode!” Cause I am doodling when I paint, or when I write the songs I sing While poring out what kills within So Hi I’m Doode And I been smiling through the damage Like a drunk man talks to rain Saying “I’m fine” to all the strangers While she’s whispering my name Every bottle got a secret Every shadow got their face And I’m scared that without music My words won’t have a place Name is Doode Because I kinda think I’m cool It’s my mood It’s kind an issue, kinda cruel Julia said “Doode!” (“Like when you’re doodling”) when I paint, or when I write the songs I sing While letting out what kills within So, Hi, I’m Doode I’m so sorry for the hurt I hid in laughter I’m so sorry for the nights I let you down If I’m slurring, it’s just because I miss you And I can’t find my way back home Tell me, did you ever know me Or just the mask I wore for you? I’m still here, I’m still breaking I don’t know what else to do Name is Doode Because I kinda think I’m cool It’s my fuckin’ mood And it cuts right through the room A friend said “Doode!” Cause I am doodling when I paint, or when I write the songs I sing While letting out what’s been their sin So, hi I’m Doode
