[Verse 1] Big horizons on the vision board but here’s the tiny catch, G Your window’s looking straight at the dumpster in the back, B Laid up in the mattress, eyes drilling through the ceiling cracks Drunk as fuck reflecting on the big moves you ain’t sealing yet Too lazy to get up, you notice that you reek and shit Head empty as a church so you just wanna bust a nut real quick Neighbors say they fuck with you, you fake the whole respect routine But you’re sick of all the dogs and them snotty little kids that scream Pissing on the walls while your stomach’s on that comfort plate High school days hit different — cheap vodka and loosies by the weight Nights you don’t catch a wink, not one eyelash on the other Riding on that gallon jug, hand trembling on the mug, brother Thinking how to move a brick, get it past the border clean You’d rob a bank tomorrow but you know you’re too slow in the bean Can’t build a life from one day to the next, it’s all the same Flipping through the channels but your socks been on since last rain Your moms still slipping you that smoke money on the low Chugging Cokes by the liter till your teeth start to corrode Calendar pages flying but they flying straight to waste Another day you didn’t move, just sat there and decayed [Hook] This the chronicle of a premature senility Delayed reaction from an immature mentality Too sick to clock in daily, too scared to go and steal Too proud to ask for help, just content to take the L This the chronicle of a premature senility Delayed reaction from an immature mentality Too sick to clock in daily, too scared to go and steal Too proud to ask for help, just content to take the L [Verse 2] When you got nothing to lose you feel like moving mountains, easy But you ain’t produced shit, got no flavor to please me Living like a bitch-made suicide with the rope heavy on the mind Like a fat fuck in a crisis after his whole diet died And just so you know — all them cats with shaky mental health Can die in my dick if they sitting ‘round waiting for the end Young and broke as a joke, later you might touch a bag Then you fuck it up in weeks ‘cause you never learned to add Now you wanna live solo, no parents forcing dinner talks Wanna walk around the crib with your dick out, no socks Nobody asking if you ate or what you did or where you headed Just face-plant in your sheets, shitfaced from the night you dreaded Smile a little for the camera, please — another year just flew Your mind’s already in the woods and you ain’t got a single clue What was I saying? When I said it? What the fuck did I mean? By the time the question left my lips I forgot the whole scene [Hook] This the chronicle of a premature senility Delayed reaction from an immature mentality Too sick to clock in daily, too scared to go and steal Too proud to ask for help, just content to take the L This the chronicle of a premature senility Delayed reaction from an immature mentality Too sick to clock in daily, too scared to go and steal Too proud to ask for help, just content to take the L
