this is Dante's inferno listen to what I say, this is heaven's reversal sacrifice your life for the pulpit or the pencil magnify your traumas on all of the instrumentals cry until the rivers within evaporate fully disregard your lovers and all of your civic duties push away the populace and blame it on incompetence tell them that you love to be alone but feel the opposite stab your friends in the back, forget about the consequence do it because your glued to your avarice and opulence it's common sense to know that you'd be alone but it's obvious only reason why you're surprised is 'cause you're a narcissist I got to laugh because you're a stupid bitch I see you disillusioned, confused, gripping a crucifix I see you praying, begging to be united, a foolish wish you'd get the gift and within a second you would abuse it quick you're not equipped to be Casanova, the act is over your heart is dark and your veins are filled with the blackest soda drop the mask, maybe follow the path of Yoda maybe that would help evaporate your bad aroma I feel disgust when I think about it's the two of us and when I try to stop you I can never do enough I stay stuck while you take control and you say stuff that breaks trust, and after awhile it breaks us but the burning bridges seem to thaw the numbness so in a weird way I saw this coming all I see inside is agony and lawlessness so I just call it quits and ball my fists and swallow all of it what's the point of falling in love, if your not caught? there was a point I'd smoke a roach off of the grimy sidewalk contemplating my life, wondering why do I talk to therapists when I know that all my problems are my fault? that's a question I'll never answer all my dreams are dead, so I search for a necromancer abuser, liar, manipulator, bastard I've heard it all and seem to adopt the rhetoric faster always needing the last word, looking like a disaster follow abusive patterns, watch all the women scatter get mad at shit at adjectives and things that do not matter you see women as nails and you have to be the hammer the agony you foster, the families you shatter you linger in the shadows destroying with heavy laughter I'm part of you, I know it I'm not proud enough to not admit that I'm broken cut my wrist til I see an ocean of hemoglobin my goal in life is to end myself without even knowing bite a pill and just eat it hoping the piece is potent I'm rock solid, just shatter my heart or keep it frozen i don't want to exist inside of this deep emotion to forget I'd hire alchemists and drink a potion the veil has lifted, I've failed and shifted to sick and dispelled existence living through television, its hell's description I'm so sensitive it's as if I feel cell division every second inside this life is a hellish prison
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