Flipping through my journal. Sorting through my thoughts. Reading my old posts deciphering the cause. What's the hidden meaning? It's just beyond my grasp. Just show me what I'm feeling, is that too much to ask!? (And I'm) [Chorus] On the path to ecstasy! (I think) But feel so lost like I can't see. The truth escapes me, I fall on my knees. Never could solve mysteries! [End] [build-up] (So back to square one. Feelings fillin' up my chest. I put it in a song, but never know the rest.) Just trust that God's got it, as I spiral further down. I hope I find the truth, before I drown. I feel so alone! So filthy-so hopeless! The dark is out to roam, and my senses are suppressed. (What's the hidden meaning!? It's just beyond my grasp! just show me what I'm feeling! Is that too much to ask!?) (but I'm) [Chorus] On the path to ecstasy! (I think) But feel so lost like I can't see. The truth escapes me, I fall on my knees. Never could solve mysteries! [End] [Bridge] Writing it out. Letting it out. Please just go out, my, dark-ness. Taking it in, breathing it in, from how I live, I, con-fess. Inching between darkness and light. I'm losing something in my sight. [Chorus] On the path to ecstasy! (I think) But feel so lost like I can't see. The truth escapes me, I fall on my knees. Never could solve mysteries! [End]