4AM and the town look dead Phone light hittin’ my face like a threat She text “you up,” I hit back “yeah” She say “cool, I’m bringin’ a friend” Now I’m wide awake again (Verse 1) Sippin’ till daytime, tryna find life in the nights I been chasin’ that numb, that escape, that fight Streetlights flicker like they know what I hide Every shadow on the wall feel like part of my mind I ain’t searchin’ for love, I’m just searchin’ for life Tryna feel somethin’ real in the space of this stress She say she on the way, and she want me to sin I ain’t prayin’ for forgiveness, I’m just lettin’ ’em in (Pre‑Chorus) I’m faded, I’m vacant, I’m lost in the tension Her voice in my phone like a drug I’m dependent I know what she want, and I know what I’m missin’ But I still open the door when the night come an gets me (Chorus) Sippin’ till daytime, tryna find life in the nights Feel like heaven every time she comin’ tonight I been drownin’ in the quiet, tryna silence the fight But she pull up like a storm, and I let her inside Sippin’ till daytime, tryna find life in the nights Feel like heaven every time she comin’ tonight (Verse 2) 4AM thoughts got me movin’ off instinct Heart cold, but the liquor make the pain shrink She walk in with a friend, both eyes on me Like they know I’m the type that don’t ever get sleep I’m a ghost in the room, but they still feel the heat I’m the ache in the night that they come back to meet I ain’t lookin’ for forever, I ain’t lookin’ for truth Just a moment where the world don’t remind me of proof (Bridge) I’m numb but I’m honest I’m lost but I’m on it I’m breakin’ but calm When the night feel the strongest She whisper my name Like she know where I’m haunted And I let it all happen ’Cause I’m tired of runnin’ (Chorus) Sippin’ till daytime, tryna find life in the nights Feel like heaven every time she comin’ tonight I been drownin’ in the quiet, tryna silence the fight But she pull up like a storm, and I let her inside Sippin’ till daytime, tryna find life in the nights Feel like heaven every time she comin’ tonight (Outro) 4AM and the town still dead But the room feel alive with the thoughts in my head She say “you good?” I say “yeah” But we both know I’m lyin’ again
