I got to give it my all! To smile outside To not show the cracks On my happy mask I will tame the sorrow By ignoring the voice Becoming a living contradiction A colorful void The soil sings to me Words that reach my heart I want to become a flower In the eternal dusk Pink depression, a vacant smile on my face Showing to the world An act and a charade As I find my heartbeat meaningless I'm a siren that can't breath Under the sea Due to the agony That is to live in the profundity Pink illumination that distracts my thoughts From the shadows that promise peace If I surrender to eternity The distorted noise Pierces my soul I am tempted, by the sweet taste Of dark chocolate Holding my hand, is the end of dreams I got to smile I can't cry For the darkness doesn't exist inside I'm a pink light That can't differentiate anything from heartache My broken halo Is being corrupted I must exist But it's painful due to the cicatrix The loud music of the end Drives me mad Against the wall I'm kissed by the grim happiness Heart overflowing with thorns The infernal chaos In my existence Takes form I'm a rabbit that is injured And must act cute Though I'm trembling No one can see The real fear that sleeps within me They think I'm hopping in joy The abyss opens in my pulse Consuming the blue sky As I'm overpowered by my broken mind White lies, to keep me sane Half truths, to keep me bound to the light Pink depression, the cuteness in misery A cute destruction And the pink finality