The sky above me Is blue like it knows me And I can’t remember where I know it from Its brightness would mock me If I didn’t know better (If I didn’t know better) Its joy would haunt me If I didn’t know better (If I didn’t know better) And the ceiling The ceiling is still the same damn ceiling I’ve been staring at for months My bed has learned my shape and it keeps me It keeps me My mind just cycles in spirals And I can’t Can’t find the way out of it This is where I’d usually get lazy Circle back to an earlier verse Rather than admit I’m just waiting on motion To hurt less For god’s sake Someone come shake me Wake me [Hook] My bed has learned my shape and it keeps me The room knows my name like it needs me The sky acts like it’s got somewhere to be And I don’t I don’t I don’t [Verse] The kettle screams and I don’t move My pulse does laps around the room The floor remembers where I fell The door looks taller than it did I stage an exit in my head Trip over fear at the edge of the bed Every future’s out of reach Every past won’t let me sleep (...) [Hook] My bed has learned my shape and it keeps me The room knows my name like it needs me The sky acts like it’s got somewhere to be And I don’t I don’t I don’t [Bridge] If you knock, I won’t answer If you call, I won’t try I stay parked in the seconds Between now and why Say it once Say it twice Say it like it still applies That I’m more than the space I’m in More than the place I hide [Hook] My bed has learned my shape and it keeps me The room knows my name like it needs me The sky acts like it’s got somewhere to be And I don’t I don’t I don’t [Outro] For god’s sake Someone come shake me Not to save me Just to make me Move Move For god’s sake Someone come shake me Not to save me Just to make me Move
